The Loneliness---Babyface

I'm sitting here
Thinkin' 'bout
How I'm gonna do without
You around
In my life
And how am I, I gon' get by
Ain't got no days
Just lonely nights
If you want the truth
Well girl, I'm not alright
Feel out of place
And out of time
I think I'm gonna lose my mind

So tell me how you feel (I'm lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (I think of you)
Baby still (you only)
Do you dream of me at night (like I dream you all the time)
So lone

Oh, let me tell you how it feels (it's like everyday I die)
Wish I was dreamin but it's real (when I open up my eyes)
Oh, let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that I will never love again

I miss your face
I miss your kiss
I even miss, the arguments
That we would have
From time to time
I miss you standing by my side
I'm dying here
It's clear to see
There ain't no you, God knows there ain't no me
Don't wanna live
I wanna die
If I can't have you in my life

So tell me how you feel (oh)
Are you for real (for real)
Do you still think of me (I think of you)
Baby still (you only)
Do you dream of me at night (it's like I dream you all the time)
So lone

Oh, let me tell you how it feels (it's like everyday I die)
Wish I was dreamin but it's real (when I open up my eyes)
Oh, let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that I will never love again (will never, I will never love again)

[repeat until end]
So tell me how you feel (I'm lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (I think of you)
Baby still (you only)
Do you dream of me at night (it's like I dream you all the time)
So lone

Oh, let me tell you how it feels (it's like everyday I die)
Wish I was dreamin but it's real (when I open up my eyes)
Oh, let me tell you how it feels (and I don't see your pretty face)
I think that I will never love again (i'll never ever ever love again, baby)

Your absence makes the heart grow fonder...

I dont know whether its just me, or it seems that Hari Raya this year seems a tad dull.
I didnt feel as enthusiastic like i did years before.
I felt something was missing.
Alas its still a joyous Hari Raya nonetheless.

Food, food and more food.
Ate till my stomach was bloated.
Well not exactly...
I actually skipped lunch as I still felt the effects of fasting.
However when dinner time came, I helped myself to double my normal serving amount.

Ultimately, I still get green packets this year!
It may not be much but it's still something. haha


My Immediate Family...


My Long Extended Family...



My life's not complete,
without you.

To all Muslims,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA ,

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.


Forgive me, If I've crossed you, said anything that hurts you or talk bad about you behind your back. Its now the season of giving and forgiving.
Enjoy the holidays.


I miss you when I'm lonely,
I miss you when I'm sad.
But I miss you most when I'm happy,
coz I cant share this joyous occasion with you.
Loving you always.

Ever watched a movie alone and laughed by yourself?
I did.
A couple of times at the cinemas and a various times at home in the living room.
I watched The Longest Yard on HBO last night right after I reached home from work at 11 pm.
Oh yeah work...
It was one of the suckier days where I got delayed and in the end I knocked off way much later than I had to. (I arrived at work at 7am and left home at 10:45 pm)
Had a 'mati case' and then disputes between neighbours and disputes between mother and daughter.
Imagine standing for 3 hours straight. (Well I've been through much worse but still, the weather was blisteringly hot for the day and the fact that I'm fasting surely took its toil on my body)
Patience and endurance is a pre-requisite to wear that darn blue uniform.
Thats why being the men in blue can really suck.

I took a cab home right after work without thinking twice. (I would either be cursing at the bus driver or assaulting annoying passengers had i taken the bus home. Either way my mood was murderous which is always the case after a long day)
Thank God the cabbie's driving was plausible. If not I would have lashed out abuse at him. hahaha

The moment i got home i drank lots of water and just plonked myself in front of the tv.
My body was tired but my mind was working overdrive with I-dont-know-whats(probably because of adrenaline).
So I tuned in to HBO and voila, The Longest Yard just started screening and I was glued to the telly for the next 1 hour and 45 mins.
Laughing alone while watching the movie relaxed both my body and mind.
You can say I'll look crazy laughing alone but hey I am one crazy bugger haha.
The movie was a great end-of-day relaxer for me.
Coz after that I washed up and went to bed.
Sleep was istantaneous the moment I hopped in bed.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Always thinking of you,
only you,
my love.

Its still a sunny and cloudy Singapore.
The usual rants and shouting.
You'll never fall short of being entertained.
Well at home that is.

At work, its just as fun.
Making fun of others and playing pranks will never cease at the workplace.
Just yesterday, I took a photo of my second boss and put it under a Face-warp application on my mobile phone.
The result was simply hillarious.
Showed it to my colleagues and blue-toothed the picture.
Imagine what a laugh, we all had.
Should have seen the reaction from my boss. hahaha
Too bad you guys cant see the picture here.
No time to upload it yet.
But thats all for now.
Adios.


You're so far yet so near in my heart.

You've been missed...
loads.

MDJ
First April Eighty Seven
md_djfk@hotmail.com
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