Saturday, December 31, 2005, 1:25 pm
Its the final day of 2005!
A year thats full of ups and downs for me.
A year i'll not forget any time soon.
The friendship forged, the harships we went through
the battle-cry upon facing the damned A's,
the depression and stress that i went through
the joy and fun times we shared.
I would like to thank everyone that have helped me in one way or the other this year.
thanx.
And I would also like to apologise to those that i've stepped on their toes or made them unhappy in one way or another.
sorry.
If you asked me if i could turn back the clock and re-live 2005, would i do it?
well i might.
coz i regretted some things that i did or made the wrong decisions.
but looking back, i realised that we learn from those mistakes and try not to make them
again and thus we grow as a person.
i wouldnt want to make adjustments as it might have produced a butterfly effect and i might just ended up worse off.
well all that aside,
my year also ended on a high note.
i manage to conquer SEA's highest mountain and witnessed the beautiful sunrise atop it.
To cap it all off, i found my special someone =)
well i would like to wish all my friends a very HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!
and have a great year ahead!
Thursday, December 29, 2005, 12:22 pm
A few days back i was clearing more stuff from my table
and i came across a piece of paper that contain one of my poetic pieces.
I was surprised that i could write such a piece.
But what shocked me most was that it was not in English but in Malay.
haha
I know my command of my mother tongue isnt up to scratch.
I did have to retake it at O levels and my gf refuses to converse with me in Malay.
She says i dont sound natural at all speaking it.
LOL
well blame it on me being soo "cina-fied"
most of my friends are chinese
so while i'm in school, of course i have to use English.
So the only time i speak my mother tongue is when i see my mat and minah friends(LOL!)
in school which is not very often and also at home conversing with my family members.
But then again, i got distinction in both my oral exams at O and AO levels!!!
sigh nvm about that...
here it is
DUNIADunia,
Bukankah kau satu permainan sahaja,
Di mana insan bagaikan pemain dalam perlawanan.
Si juara akan melonjak keriangan ,
Malah yang kalah akan dibaluti kekesalan.
Dunia,
Tidak menaruh simpati langsung,
Yang hina dicaci dan yang lemah ditindas.
Adakah ini satu kebetulan?
Atau salah satu peraturan permainan?
Dunia,
Mengapakah aku asyik diganggu kau
Salahkah aku membuat kebaikan
Engkau tetap mengusikku setiap masa,
Tidak dapatku lepas daripada genggamannya.
Dunia,
Aku berhak memilih arah hidupku,
Tak akan ku biarkan diriku dibelenggu oleh mu.
Bahkan engkau semata-mata permainan sementara,
Sewaktu aku masih lagi bernyawa.
Wednesday, December 28, 2005, 8:27 pm
Its always the blardy gahmen's fault.
When something goes wrong, its politically correct(pun intended)
to blame the people up there.
haha
Lately we've been hearing people complaining in the forum section
of our free press (hahahaha as if!) about the long jams at the
Singapore side of the causeway and second-link.
people were complaining saying,"Singapore efficient??? look at the blardy long jams"
but what really enrage my fellow countrymen is really the fact that
there is no jam at all at the Malaysian side.
some said they were stuck for up to 3 hours just to clear the singapore customs
while they took only minutes to clear malaysian's side.
I dont believe the crap that the ica and gahmen give us.
they talk about the security shit
when the main problem is that they dont open enough counters
wtf man!
we dont need to be a scholar to make the conclusion
that the gahmen is trying to make people fed up with the jams
and thus trying to make us stay in singapore instead.
they dont want people to spend money in malaysia.
they are scared that it would hurt the economy.
but does that justify them doing all that crap????
damn it
i want to say more but ...
u know i can get myself jailed for saying such things
coz this is such a free country
ok enough of anarchic angst!
I went to johor just now in the afternoon.
Followed my parents back to our terrace house in Taman Skudai Baru.
My mom passed some stuff to my grandma living there
and we stayed for a couple of hours.
We then went to the R&R at Gelang Patah to have dinner before going back to Singapore.
No jams on the malaysian side but we were stuck for an hour at the customs in Singapore!
blardy gahmen!!!
Tuesday, December 27, 2005, 5:34 pm
I dont know why,
but it seems that everyone is doing this silly colour personality test.
Being the kiasu Sin-Chia-Pour-rean that we all are
and having the mentality of afraid of missing out on the fun,
i went to do one myself.
So here is my result.
Yellow
You're yellow, the color of joy and energy —
two things you definitely bring to everyone around you.
It's hard for anyone to be sad or lonely in your presence;
your sunny disposition and cheery outlook just won't allow it.
The warmth of your personality shines through
in the kindness you show friends and family (and strangers, too).
Always ready with a lighthearted joke or heartfelt compliment,
you know how to make people feel good about themselves,
so they can't get enough of you.
Yellow is a warm and inviting color for a warm and inviting person — you!
comments anyone???
is that really me???
yeah sure i make people laugh with my jokes, sarcasm and lameness.
but sometimes i may not be that cheery and i'll just wallow in depression.
but of course i cant judge for myself
you be the judge!!!!
Monday, December 26, 2005, 9:37 am
today's Boxing Day!
well who cares anyway.
I dont celebrate Christmas and i certainly am no Santa Claus.
But I'm not that mean.
Yeah so I'll wish all my friends HAPPY HOLIDAYS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
I spent my weekend stucked at my great aunt's son wedding.
I wasnt really much of a help there so yeah I found it a bore.
well blame it on my lackadaisical nature. (i'm not like that all da time though)
I need to exercise.
I've been eating too much junk and eating out.
It aint healthy.
Even though i'm not fat, i still need the work out.
I'll go running tmr!
well as for now, I think i'll just enjoy the comfort of my bed.
zzzzzzzzzzz
Saturday, December 24, 2005, 12:08 pm
"Honesty is the Best policy"
Well honestly i think its not.
sometimes its not good to be too honest.
a small white lie should suffice.
to put it into perspective,
imagine your gf asking you this killer question,
"Am i fat?"
haha i know, all boyfriends around the world would be in a dilemma
as to how on earth they would answer without hurting and lying to their gf.
thats why the saying "honesty is the best policy" is crap really.
I have a tendency of being too honest and i've been on the wrong end at times.
the girls that i talked to suddenly became hostile or just broke down in tears.
thats the result of being too honest.
but then again you would say,
"Isnt lying wrong and a sin???"
It is of course wrong and yeah its a sin.
But sometimes to avoid a much bigger catastrophe from taking place,
we hide the truth or make adjustments to it.
In other words placating.
Is this the best solution then?
There is never a right and wrong answer to this. you decide.
well this is education beyond the boundaries of the classroom
and sometimes we just learn it the hard way.
as a result we grow as a person and try not to make the same mistakes.
as for today, i should be the one apologizing and not you.
I'm sorry dear.
Friday, December 23, 2005, 10:41 am
went to an optician yesterday after going out
with my gf, adi and his gf (double date!)
found out that i dont have perfect eyesight anymore!!!!
sad =(
coz i pride myself in this.
anyway it wasnt so serious.
and the optician said it would not really make much difference if i wear or not.
and my mum added that since i'm going into ns soon, its not worth it to make specs now.
damn it!
me wearing specs??!!!!
some people look alright in specs
while others would look like a total klutz (not implying anyone here)
as for me i've tried on a few and i realise i looked like a nerd!!!!!
(laugh all you want!)
its just not me.
you wouldnt want a geeky me would you? hahaha
but luckily i'm spared the humiliation that awaits me
and lets hope that my eyesight would get better instead of worsening.
ok thts all!
Wednesday, December 21, 2005, 3:28 pm
went out shopping with parents and my younger sis.
yes i'm a very "family" guy.
and i still go out with my parents and i'm not ashame of it haha.
and the good thing about this is...
they always pay for my stuff haha
see it has its own merits.
i got myself a pair of Oakley shades.
it looked damn cool.
herez a pic.

blardy nice rite???
yeah i know.
then we walked around town but ended up not buying anything. lol
to prove that the statement that , "Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus"
is true which goes implying that the 2 sexes are totally from 2 different planets
We just need to go shopping.
Men really sucked at shopping and its a fact.
My dad and myself would be the first ones to mention going home
while my mom and my sister would still wanna look around some more.
why is that sooo???
how is it that me, who is physically fit and was able to conquer
the highest mountain in Southeast Asia cant withstand a day long of shopping???
it doesnt just apply to me but the rest of the male homo sapiens as well !
well Men have been searching for that answer ever since the first shopping malls were constructed.
no scientific theories , mathematical equations nor philosophical views can enlighten us yet.
maybe one day we shall know.
but for now,
i'll go take a nap zzzzzzzz
Tuesday, December 20, 2005, 6:37 pm
my old and trusty discman has started to give me problems recently.
yes i've yet to own an mp3 player!!!
soo i decided to sell it off at Cash Converters
and hopefully i can earn a quick buck before that thing goes cuckoo.
off i went to the je branch.
my hopes of getting good money for it were dashed when that salesman said
he would only give me 5 bucks for my discman!!!!
a freaking 5 bucks only!!!!
wtf man!
in the end i changed my mind and decided to use my discman till it goes haywire.
as u can see i dont buy new things when the old trusted one is still in good use.
i'm frugal. (as if! haha)
well with the exception of buying clothes (who dont???), bags (a new one every year)
and shoes (i cant resist)
besides that i dont splurge myself on other stuff like electronics or watever.
most of my money is spent on food!!!
i'll eat and eat and eat and eat!
and i thank God that i have a high metabolic rate.
so i can gorge and go on an eating binge and still i wont get fat!!! (as u can see, i'm thin!)
hahaha
i know u people are already green with envy.
haha life is unfair i know.
tell me about it.
nvm that i'll get myself a new mp3 player on my next birthday. (by then my discman would have died on me)
its only 4.5 months away...
ok thts all...
Monday, December 19, 2005, 1:17 pm
ponder ponder...
why my profile views on friendster this month suddenly increased 3-folds
as compared to last month???
think Dan think!
ooooh must be my fans(or they used to be)
or just my friends who're trying to find out who's my gf.
damn it.
news spread like wildfire these days.
not that i care.
sunday---
had to lug 2 fans (the spinning thing as opposed to the human one)
back to IMM's Best Denki coz they were making creaking noises.
I was embarrassed to follow my mom back there again coz this would be
the second time we're gonna exchange that damned thing.
But my mom said,"We paid so much for that and I'm not going to endure nights with that thing creaking and making noises!!!"
Well i guess the saying that the customer is always right is true.
So this time round me and my younger sister went to IMM to returned that damned product.
I dont know what my mom said to the manager but in the end they agreed for an exchange
but we had to wait a few days coz the product was out of stock at the moment.
soo we went home.
I was supposed to meet up with my 2004 first-3-months clique for a lunch buffet.
The people consists of Hafieez, Joshua, Karwai, Si Qian and Candy.
In the end it was cancelled.
What a turn-off.
haha.
However i managed to salvage my day by going out with my special someone =)
Went to je library. wanted to read books to just fill up my time at home.
then went to search for her malay literature text but couldnt find it.
then went to jec. there was this body art painting competition going on.
saw the models were being painted in various colours and designs.
one even was had the whole body painted black except for the head which was green!!!
Then we went to K-pool.
She didnt know how to play so i taught her. =)
haha had so much fun playing.
at the end she was able to put those balls in easily.
haha i'm so proud.
next time we'll match up against Adi and Nadia
no doubt we'll win
haha
thts all.
Sunday, December 18, 2005, 11:37 am
I shall not be lazy. I shall not be lazy. I shall not be lazy.
(repeat infinity times)
alas... its always easier said than done.
I admit i'm a lazy bum.
but there's improvement... (i swear)
I cleaned my room until it was soo neat that my elder sis praised me
and thats a huge compliment coming from the fact that she always criticise me.
yes but there's still much more room for improvement.
only when i was getting used to living without a maid for three weeks
and starting to enjoy the pleasures of house chores,
she had to spoil it and come back yesterday evening.
haha
but still glad that she came back.
the house will be in a much orderly fashion when she's around.
not that we cant take care of ourselves though.
but still i admit i'm being pampered.
but not that pampered =)
haiz i'm still yawning.
slept at 2 am last night.
why???
haha chatting on the phone marathon.
3 hours (a new record for me!!!)
=)
I'm happy.
Friday, December 16, 2005, 7:35 pm
my misery , my mental torture and my daily nightmares ended today.
I'm happy.
She came back from obs today.
Met up with her at Kovan Mrt Station after my friday prayers.
Then went for a very late lunch at Lot 1.
Then sent her home.
To say I'm happy would be an understatement.
=)
ok thts all.
Thursday, December 15, 2005, 11:32 am
my coughing seems to have subsided and i'm recovering well.
must be due to taking overdoses of cough syrup.
yeah what can i do i, love the "high" feeling that i get from it
What?
u mean u dont know yet?
Taking excessive cough syrup DO give u a little "high" feeling.
Makes you drowsy and woozy too.
Damn it hope the gahmen's lynchmen dont come after me for this.
ok today i'm supposed to go to Bukit Batok Driving Centre to sign up for highway code test.
yes i'm a newbie i know.
but finally i'm going to learn how to drive.
my dad says he'll sponsor all the cost.
woohoo.
and he goes on to say, "Next time we go KL, u'll drive on the highway while i get some sleep"
and mom adds on,"Ya and u can send the maid and ur sisters to the market, send ur younger sis to madrasah and to school bla bla bla..."
my goodness. they make it sound like they're sending me for training to be their driver.
LOL.
but still i'll get to drive.
and the family car is not like your ordinary family car.
its a 1.6 litre dual overhead cam with a supercharger!!!
i'll burn rubber and leave u guys sniffing the exhaust fumes hahaha.
back to reality...
that will have to wait.
give me a few months and ok i'll get my license.
Wednesday, December 14, 2005, 11:03 am
I'm supposed to be actively searching for a job.
But heck it, procrastination is still my best pal.
I'm now just wishing that january would arrive in a hurry.
Why?
Well I've got my application for relief teaching approved.
And thats gonna be one source of financial flow for me.
Me, a teacher ???
hahaha
I managed to keep myself really occupied yesterday.
I didnt slacked at home.
I did more house chores in the morning then in the afternoon,
I went to Bugis with my mom, younger sis and my 4 year old cousin.
You might wonder why would my cousin would tag along.
Well you see he's super close with my sisters
and he considers my mom like his second mother.
He gets all the attention from them.
But me... well he calls me "Abang Monster" (brother monster)
and you wonder why sometimes eh?
Went to eat lunch at Banquet at Raffles Hospital first.
The food there is great man.
Then went to Golden Landmark where my mom wanted to buy grandma's birthday present.
My sis also had a baju kurung tailored for her.
Then we went to Parco Bugis Junction.
Coz i missed out shopping at KL the previous weekend, it was now my turn to shop.
Went to Topshop.
Tried out several outfits.
My sis made my try out a a horizontal striped long-sleeved t-shirt.
bleargh she's nuts i looked like a total klutz.
In the end i bought another long sleeved shirt and a casual long sleeved t-shirt.
I feel so much more like a Mat already! hahahaha
woohoo my wardrobe is brimming with new stuff.
By the time we finished paying, my cousin was whining to my mom that he's tired
and wanted to go home.
So off we went to city hall to meet up with my dad
who was shopping for his audio stuff and records.
Then dad drove us all home.
But no it does not end there.
Went home only to do our afternoon prayers.
Right after that we went out again to pick my elder sis from work.
After that we went to Bali Thai at Westmall to celebrate my elder sis' 24th birthday.
Initially thought of going to Swensons but we were all quite sick with the food already.
The meal at Bali Thai was truly a sumptous one.
Ordered tom yum, green curry, tahu telur, sambal kang kong, barbecued fish, squid, chicken and prawns!!!
Then we bought a birthday cake at swensons. (yes and ice-cream cake!!!)
We sent my cousin back home and ate the cake at his house.
When it was time for my family to leave, my cousin wanted to follow us home too. lol
But no he didnt get his wish.
Tuesday, December 13, 2005, 12:19 pm
Its my elder sister's 24th bithday today!
Happy Birthday !!!!
semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki. Amin.
I didnt have the chance to retell my family holiday to Sibu Island last week as i was too caught up with other much significant events. =)
so here i am catching up on lost time.
well for those of you who dont know where Sibu island is, its off the coast of northern johor.
It is facing the south china sea.
Most of you would be saying,"Aint it the monsoon season??? I thought thats when the north-east wind come and crash us all. It would be mad to have a beach holiday at that location at this time of the year!!!"
Well thats partly correct but...
for Sibu island's case, it is protected and covered by other islands surrounding it.
and it is perfectly alright to go there at this period of time.
well i enjoyed my stay there even though i'm not so much of a "beach person". haha
i got to see the sunset while on a boat ride.
they called it the sunset cruise.
it was beautiful. picturesque.
but i still think the sunrise atop mount kinabalu was much nicer.
on the second day my family went island hopping.
get to go aboard a kelong for the first time.
i think the people there must be nuts to just wait for the fishies to bite. haha
then went to another island to snorkel and laze around at the beach.
i seriously was not comfortable using the snorkeling gear.
i had trouble breathing through my mouth and i keep choking on seawater.(hopeless)
in the end i ditched that and settled using my own pair of goggles while holding my breath.
collected and brought home seashells and corals.
as i was pretty short on malaysian ringgit, i couldnt buy everyone souvenirs.
so i had to prioritise see haha.
my family keep saying about going back to that place again.
ya hopefully we'll come back again and maybe i'll try windsurfing.
well here are some pictures.
wanted to display more but my younger sis was dumb enough to bring the digicam into the water!!!!
lol.








oh yeah deers and rabbits roam free on the island!
aint they adorable haha.
and they're not afraid of us too.


i plucked some leaves and held out my hand and this one here licked it off my palm!!!
Monday, December 12, 2005, 7:59 pm
Right here waiting----Richard Marx
Oceans apart, day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here, waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here, waiting for you
I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last, somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here, waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here, waiting for you
I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end, if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here, waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here, waiting for you
Waiting for you
=========================
this is my all time favourite ballad.
i first heard it when i was still a small kid and its still my favourite song.
me and 2 other guys sang it in front of my primary 6 class!!!.(post psle activity)
emo u say?!!
yeah.
dedicate this song to my special someone.
5 days... but i'll be waiting for you...
, 4:39 pm
M-o-n-d-a-y S-u-c-k-s
Monday sucks , Monday sucks
Its the only day of the week that really sucks.... (sing to the tune of the mickey mouse song)
hahahaha
thts hilarious.
yes what a way to start my week.
with a song that epitomise a wretched day.
it all started off with my gf going off to obs in the morning.
managed to call her and say our last goodbyes.
obs collects all our valuebles for safekeeping.
and so that means we have no way of contacting each other for 5 days.
ahhhhhhh nooooooo!!!!!
then i went to changi airport for a job interview.
however my application was rejected coz i have not served ns yet.
blardy hell!!!
ate at T2 macs and stoned there for awhile.
coz i had nothing better to do, i msged my berry good friend, umar and asked whether he free or not and can go lepak and relac one corner.
then his reply was,"I'm schoolin la idiot. I tot got gf? Go out ah with her. muahahaha! You dont need me any more! LOL."
blardy hell!
well yeah he can be an ass sometimes but hes a good guy.
then i travelled from one end of singapore to the other end.
went to jurong point to have my lunch at banquet.
i have had enough of fast food.
furthermore my throat still hurts.
the flu and coughing has subsided though.
reached home at 2pm.
at 230 pm i left my house again to return jj's stuff at bukit panjang.
then i went home.
and here i am waiting for my parents and my younger sis to come back from kl.
seriously, i need to find a new job.
i'm bored to death at home.
any job lobangs anyone?
missing u already...
Sunday, December 11, 2005, 8:42 pm
i'm back again.
at the request of a special someone i shall blog tonite. =)
i told my parents about my wisdom tooth thingy.
they said the doctor was cuckoo enough to mention i extract all 4 wisdom tooth at once.
(haha my gf keep using the word "cuckoo" until it made its way into my vocab)
so they said i should go to another dentist for a second opinion.
my parents and my younger sis left for KL yesterday morning.
that leaves me and my elder sis at home.
they will only be back on monday.
was sick yesterday.
flu and a bad sore throat.
i took my medication and tried to sleep it off.
but there was only a slight recovery when i woke up in the afternoon.
as you see, i was going to accompany my gf to her alumni's prom cum party at phoenix hotel.
i couldnt bear the fact that i would back out at the last moment and leaving her all alone.
i'm not one that break promises. =)
so with my throat hoarse and mucus dripping from my nose, i set off for town.
well i stopped by at a flower shop first.
bought flowers.
well they were so beautiful.
and yeah i was holding on to the flowers for the whole journey to town.
met up with adi first at hereen before the gals came. ( double date.)
well when they came of course they looked gorgeous!!!
had a great night at the prom cum party thing.
met new people and danced like crazy.
then after that, we (me, adi and the 2 gals) went to esplanade then we walked to the merlion.
we sat at the steps at the merlion there, held her hand and just gazed at the stars. (haha so romantic)
of course i didnt want to leave.
but we had to rush to take the last train home.
the train terminated at kranji.
well it was fortunate that adi's gf parents were willing to send all of us home.
reached home at around 130 am.
tired but still i enjoyed it very very much.
i couldnt have asked for a better night.
well for today i just slacked at home.
did house chores and slept.
my flu is getting better but my coughing seems to be getting worse.
hopefully i'll recover for my job interview tomorrow.
oh yeah i'll be really lonely for five days.
(singing to the tune of Mr Lonely haha)
she's going off for obs tmr!
i'll miss u...
i'll think of no one else but u...
coz ur my special someone.
Friday, December 09, 2005, 3:30 pm
publishing 2 posts in one day??!!!
wow thats a first.
again theres always a first time for everything =)
the visit to the dentist was alright but there were some unexpected twist.
the doctor showed me that my both my bottom wisdom tooth
were growing horizontally and it needed operation to pull them out.
i was sent to do an x-ray.
the machine was soo weird.
reminds me of x-men! haha
well the cleaning and polishing of my teeth went ok.
but i cant stomach the fact that the nurse and the doctor
shove 3 instruments at once in my mouth.
i need to go back there next week to get the operation done.
the doctor even advised me to pull out all 4 wisdom tooth!!!!
they say for the one that needs operation, it would cost 1ooo bucks plus
but if me or my parents have medisave then it would be covered under medisave.
however for both my upper wisdom tooth, it just require normal extraction
and it would cost me 90 bucks each.
woah.
ok i got other stuff to do.
bye.
, 8:59 am
now then i realised how pampered i truly am now that the maid has gone away.
errr no she's not dead nor did she run away with a Bangla.
instead she went back to her village to see her family for 3 weeks.
you should know the state of the house by now.
the laundry pile seems endless.
i wonder how the maid can do it all alone when me and my sisters are constantly complaining about doing the laundry.
clothes that are meant to be ironed are stacked up high to the ceiling.
the kitchen rarely produce anything edible now coz we keep eating out.
and my room...
to say that it is unkempt is a major understatement.
clothes strewn everywhere.
my belongings appearing in every surface area available.
i cant even see the surface of my table.
i havent cleared my A-level notes and tutorials.
ahhhh seeing the state of it makes me dizzy.
i dont even know where to start with.
but then i shall persevere and try my best not to give up.
I SHALL OVERCOME MY LAZINESS!!!!
I SHALL DENOUNCE ALL MY OLD WAYS!!!!
but still its always easier said than done.
right now i just feel like sleeping.
the cool weather is just too enticing.
I shall give the dentist a visit later.
not that they are lonely or anything.
I find them to be the most sadistic people of all.
they are every kid's worst nightmare.
i received "nightmarish"dental treatment back then in primary school.
the nurse treated my teeth and gums so roughly you would think that she was
scrubbing off tough stains on pot and pans.
and the drilling part left me traumatised for days.
i always dread the day i would be called up to be sent down to the school dentist.
whenever i got sent down, i would be praying very hard
that the nurse would not "mistreat" me.
but to no avail.
i'll always be left with a bloody mouth and my teeth and gums would hurt.
since then, i have no fear of the dentist.
coz i've been through worse.
and its true coz the private clinics treat us soo much gentler.
but of course its all done in the cause that we will come back again for the next appointment.
money money money.
Thursday, December 08, 2005, 11:00 pm
yes i know i've been neglecting my blog for a long time.
my fans must be disappointed to see my blog not updated yet.
they must be running away in droves.
and my current status is not helping either. hahaha (perasan je)
but who cares if the membership dwindles.
i'm happy enough now.
wait, i've never been happier.
ok lets leave that for later.
did lots after the expedition.
searched for a job.
went out with the slackers gang.
watched chicken little. (hilarious and cute)
asked a girl out.
went holiday with family.
went on a date.
got myself a girlfriend. (6/12/05)
(i know, other girls will be terribly devastated) (perasan lagi!!!)
went for job training.
didnt like the job.
thinking of quitting the job.
went out to buy stuff.
met up with gf.
procrastinating to clean my room.
ok that was a summary of events.
i'm too lazy to spare you the details.
yes yes laziness is my pet peeve.
not that i'm so fond of it.
i just cant find a way to get rid of it.
agenda for tmr...
clean my room. (it looks like a dump!!!)
clear my desk. (i cant see the table surface!!!)
go to the dentist. (just a checkup)
...
Friday, December 02, 2005, 7:07 pm
White water rafting pics from the expedition







Did you manage to spot me???
haha.
yep it was really really fun!
i really enjoyed it.
in some rapids the waves were higher than 9 feet!!!
we didnt capsize though.
we managed to hold on and brave all of them.