have u ever feel like filth?
or question your self worth?
indeed sometimes u question yourself why,
we are even being given birth.

life gives u reasons to cry
but it also provides some mirth.
lest no matter how hard we try,
the most significant thing we overlooked is... love.
..............................................................................................dj

life now is a bore.
or more like a chore.
when studies becomes the main core.
how i wish it would just be no more.
but what to do, this is life in Singapore.
.......................................................................dj
lol!

what its the end of the school week!
u've gotta be kidding me!

at last i've finished reading the new installation of harry potter!
surprised that i read such books??
well dont be.
i've got the whole collection though its all over the place.
well the book is much better than the previous one.
not so long winded u can say.
and keeps you engrossed the whole time.
in fact i found it hard to put the book down in the last four days.
u can say i was mesmerised or charmed by its magic. haha
well thats all i'm saying right now.
i dont want to spoil the fun by disclosing the plots.
ok thts all.

i'm normally a thrifty guy. (well not lately)
i dont buy things on impulse and i dont buy stuff if they would be of no use to me.
but surprisingly i have overspend this month.
i'm broke already haha.
but mostly the money was spent on birthday presents.
haha but i would rather choose to be broke
then to have one heart's broken.
=)
never mind i'll starve myself for the nest few weeks
and lose more weight than u can imagine hahaha.

ok where was i?
oh i said i was thrifty and frugal.
yes u should see the state of my wallet.
its tattered and torn and i've been subjected to ridicule from my friends and family and my maid!
ok ok i'll go buy a new one!
and of course that shows i only buy stuff when needed.

and i need to buy new shoes too.
not for school but for going out.
my kickers shoe is almost worn out coz my elder sis also wears it sometimes.
i'm zoning for those limited edition nikes.
saw one pair that was real funky at queensway a few weeks ago and i'm real drawn to it.
haha.

and friends stop telling me to upgrade to an mp3 player.
i am still very loyal to my discman of 5 years(cant believe it has lasted this long).
wats the use of buying something that has the same function as what i currently have.
yes you can say i'll cut cost on burned cds and the mp3 player is soo much smaller in size.
but thats the only thing that separates them both.

see i dont ask for much really.
sometimes i would be thinking real hard when someone asks me what i want as a present.
i dont see much need for things that are considered more than what i truly need in life.
we should be thankful for what we have and spare a thought to those unfortunate souls elsewhere in the world.
materialism is just not me.

wednesday:
came back to school and incurred the wrath of my detestable gp teacher.
scolded the guys and me who went to cmpb for the medical check-up.
all because we didnt inform her that we were going.
WTF!!!!
who the hell do u think you are!!!
ok enough of her.
that day was also serena's bdae.
and of course after 2 years of being driven crazy and stressed out as president of odac,
she deserve to have a celebration to show our gratification for what she had done to odac !
haha thnx gal !
got a cake for her.
wanted to surprise her after school but there was some miscommunication between the people
and in the end no surprises just cake.
and lol we manage to splat her face with cake too.
you should have seen it! so damn hilarious.

thursday:
a boring day to say the least.
but it was the first time i completed 50 pull-ups in one day!

friday:
cleared my name from detention.
half bullshit half true so it wasnt really a lie.
lol
thats all.

one whole day was wasted at CMPB.
cant believe the whole NS medical check-up would take up so much time.
reached there and registered at nine in the morning and the whole thing ended at 2 pm.
freaking hell!!
but anyway i got PES A.

the morning started with normal health screening such as dental check up , eye, blood, urine and hearing tests and an x-ray scan.
then it proceeded to more bizarre tests such as the ECG:( An instrument used in the detection and diagnosis of heart abnormalities that measures electrical potentials on the body surface and generates a record of the electrical currents associated with heart muscle activity. Also called cardiograph.) I had to lie down and the guys there put small suction cups on my chest.

then the most disturbing moment happened when we had to go to a room where the doctor will say," Stand at the "X" there. Take off your shorts and underwear. Ok now cover your mouth and cough."
I mean WTF!

after that i had to complete a survey which was 19 pages long!!!!
we have to shade the answers and thats 19 pages of shading!!

next it was off to the IQ and proficiency test which was conducted at the computer terminals.
quite useless really.
i got fed up after answering some questions.
so glad that its finally over.
and i missed a day in school!

haha wonder how my civic tutor will react when 7 of her students
never turn up for school tmr!!
haha 6 of us including me are going to CMPB for our NS medical checkup.
then one guy who dont want to miss out on the gang missing school have decided
to go and take mc tmr.
LOL
thats all dudes for now.

i'm a jovial guy.
and u'll always see me smile
but dont think that i cant feel the pain
even if u dont see me cry.
i'll be down when i lose in the game.
its always a superficial side u'll see,
till the day that i die.
........................................................................
ok mid years over and i'm back
i'm not gonna brood about it.
no use crying over spilt milk right?
ok
whats entertaining this week?
well not much coz everyday i cooped myself in the room
to forget all my troubles.
haha

classmates and i still continue to conquer the pull-up bars
during our breaks.
our aim is to get everyone in the group to pass the napfa.
haha but now my friends are challenging each other to see who do the most.
obviously i won them all.
even with 4 persons combined pull up score i'll still win hahaha
train up guys!
the only downside of this are the blisters!!!!
ok thts all for now.

on a hiatus...

a depressed soul would not make blogging any fun.
wounded by my own mistakes.
i'll probably burn myself out in the sun.
then repeating the errors that i made.

searching for the cure...

MDJ
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