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Monday, June 27, 2005, 12:58 pm

holidays are over!
and now the mid year exams begin!
how do i feel?
seriously i dont know myself.
i'm beginning to feel like a zombie.
cant seem to feel anything these days.
studying for mid years seem to have taken its toll.
no emotions, no expressions nothing.
all i seem to long for is a deep peaceful sleep.


oh yeah all da best for the mid years!

Saturday, June 25, 2005, 12:16 pm

My brain will detonate any time,
the feeling is just so horrid.
Stop saying that i'll be fine,
i'm in a wreck and just dead worried!

Wednesday, June 22, 2005, 9:01 am

my apologies if i have disappointed my fans for not blogging hahaha.
not that i have any.
well the past few days have been agonisingly drag and monotonous.
mugging for exams have never been this bad.
i've taken refuge in the college library for the past weeks.
pouring over lecture notes and books.
but heck i'm still way behind.
hope i get to finish my revision soon.

amidst all that studying, i could still plan a trip for the odac members after mid-years.
we're going to the tree top trail in macritchie on the marking day.
serena sabotaged me and made me head of odac alumni and here u are i give u one of my first initiatives as the head of it haha.
and yeah i sabotaged wei heng to be my events organiser of odac alumni.
i can rattle off other names and elect my own committee but no it would be seen that i would be favouring people.
so i'm just taking a diplomatic approach here and i'm not gonna start discriminating among members.
we're all in this together man!
even if we've stepped down officially, the camaraderie and the spirit of odac still lives on.
i hope u guys continue and be in the alumni!
yes and after our A levels we'll go for more expeditions!!!!

Saturday, June 18, 2005, 2:20 pm

my sincere apologies to you
if this poem stinks
I'm just jaded and blue
and my mind simply cant think!

life is too hectic
and ever so fast.
if you remain static,
you'll just end up last!

Do work and study
but never forget your friends.
we may always be busy
but we're ready to lend a hand.

So whenever you're feeling down
or need someone to confide to
keep smiling and never frown
coz i'll be there for you.

This is done in earnest
to show you that i care.
i'm not really a poet,
but least the message is there.
---------------------------------mdj

first and foremost i'd like to thank donica for reigniting my interest in poetry!
used to write them and post them on my blog.
but sadly ever since junior college days started, they ran dry.
too caught up and stressed out i guess.

Friday, June 17, 2005, 10:05 pm

studied in school yet again.
but this time i studied in the library.
ok i don wanna talk about the great white shark.
was studying before i was distracted by a call.
my mom called asking me whether i wanna go malaysia for a holiday on saturday.
of course i was reluctant with the exams so near.
i didnt give her an answer though.
for the rest of the day i kept weighing my chances.
and finally i decided not to go.
so say goodbye to having fun in malaysia and hello to more mugging at home.
as i am writing this entry my parents and my sis are packing their bags.
damn i'm gonna miss out on the shopping!!!(my parents pay for my stuff!! ha!)
but of course i've got my priorities right yet again this time.

Thursday, June 16, 2005, 5:18 pm

yes well done boy!
haha i'm congratulating myself for having a productive day studying in school.
after days of distraction at home, i finally manage to accomplish some constructive mugging.
woke up a bit late and arrived in school at around 10.
studied physics before having lunch with my racist odacian buddies( JJ and XH) at 1.
as the sun was blazing already by the time i finished my lunch, i decided to continue studying in the library.

And guess what!!??
i was denied entry by the great white shark or dinosaur(whichever u prefer).
shes the ominouly obese librarian in my college for those who dont know. haha
I had already walked past her and then she called out, "Boy, what shirt are u wearing?"
Because i wanted to be nice at that time, i walked back to the counter and told her it was the National Vertical Marathon.
She retorted, "Its not a school shirt right?? You are not allowed to enter the library with that!!"
(Another stupid draconian rule in the library)
I then told her that i represented the school and received the shirt.
She replied,"I dont care whether u represent the school or not, its not a school shirt so ur not allowed in the library!!!"
I felt like cursing the hell out of her at that moment.
But alas i was able to control my anger and i walked off and out of the library without taking another look at her.
Simply despicable. Its a swelteringly blazing day and u still show no signs of compassion to students who dilligently come all the way to school to study!!!
F*** off B****!!!!!

Never mind that.
i still manage to cram and fill my brain amid the humid conditions of the afternoon at the study area at the concourse.
ok thats all.

Wednesday, June 15, 2005, 10:11 am

i'm blaming the weather today for not going to school to study.
furthermore my elder sis wore my adidas shoe to work.
that shoe is the only one that wont get my feet soaked if it rains heavily.
yes as always i'm putting the blame on others.
ok nothing else to blog about.
off to mugging then.
bye.

Tuesday, June 14, 2005, 3:37 pm

had a dinner with the odacians yesterday night.
and as usual people came late.
we had trouble deciding where to eat because they had to compromise
and eat in a halal restaurant.
haha sorry guys for causing so much confusion.
we took a while to find a suitable place to eat and most of them were already moaning of hunger.
haha and as usual the racist odacians were faulting me for all the trouble.
of course its always the QM's fault. hahaha (an inside odac joke)
after all the accusations, moaning and walking we finally went to Swensons to eat.
while most of the people finished their one serving of food, wei heng , xiang hao and amos went for a second helping!!!
well here are the pics of the dinner! http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2125249682
thats all for today!
good day!

Monday, June 13, 2005, 12:09 pm

Which Singaporean Blogger Are You?

Congratulations Dj, you are...
a gonzo journal,
Cowboy Caleb of cowboycaleb.liquidblade.com
You are smart, loyal and sensitive. You are also very caring towards other people and you help them out whenever you can. You are very passionate about your line of work. You fight for your beliefs and if someone doesn't agree with you, you argue your point of view across in a very convincing yet diplomatic manner. For that, you earn respect.

was bored and tried out this thing.
hmmm quite true.
waddaya think guys???

Sunday, June 12, 2005, 5:18 pm

just came back from johor.
nah it wasnt a holiday.
all i did was stay at my house and rot there haha.
"my house" as in the house in johore which my father bought a long time ago but then rented it out to people before spending a bomb renovating the house which now my grandma resides in.
yes its like a weekend home for me but i dont return there on all weekends.
my weekends would be wasted if i go back there everyweek.
"wasted" as in no productive studying will be accomplished.
i would either watch tv, hogg on the playstation(which i don have in singapore) ,follow my family to the malls or laze around at home.
haha and its no use to try to study in the afternoon there it would be stiflingly hot and the next thing u would wanna do is take a nap.
okok for the weekend almost all my aunts and uncles and cousins came by to the house to celebrate my lil cousin's bdae. he turns 4 this year.
how i envy him. he got a loadful of presents!!!
not that i dont receive any but as we get older, the presents get lesser too.
sad haha
replenished my supply of chewing gums.
haha i'm more than happy to share them.
lol cant believe some people are so law abiding that they wont chew gum!!!
hahahhahah
kk juz kiddin

Friday, June 10, 2005, 11:07 am

just had my haircut.
i think it looks a bit f***ed up.
haha i donno u be the judge when u see me in it.
my friends keep commenting that i always keep my hair short.
well i cant help it man.
to give u a picture of what i would look like if my hair grew longer than what i would normally keep, try picturing kobe bryant when he had long hair last time.
yes the curls.
i cant help it.
i have curly hair and it would be really ugly if i let it grow long.
how i envy people with straight hair haha.
heck no use bemoaning bout it.
ok i think i better take a shower.
all the hair bits is dropping on the floor when i scratch my hair haha.

Wednesday, June 08, 2005, 4:46 pm

i just cant understand some of the tutors in my college.
they're juz crap.
having mock tests and discussing or giving the answers after the test is beneficial.
but having a mock test without all that extras is useless.
ur wasting our precious bloody time.
how the f*** are we gonna get down to serious mugging??!!

i still have lessons tmr!
i'm contemplating of not going!

, 8:11 am

life in this paper chase society is hectic.
how we all wish life werent like that.
...
fantasizing gets us nowhere.

wake up ur ideas boy!
buck up!
ur way behind others!!!

Monday, June 06, 2005, 4:00 pm

ponder ponder...
i dont seem to criticize and fault myself much.
does that mean i have no flaws???
certainly not.
i am not perfect.
its probably because i dont see my flaws and dont realise my mistakes or i think tht i'm right.
only others can see what is wrong.
for i cant be the judge for myself.
so tell me if i'm wrong.
coz i'll never know if i did wrong.
unless u criticize.

an appropriate song to end my entry,

Same Direction by Hoobastank
Whenever I step outside
Somebody claims to see the light
It seems to me that all of us have lost our patience
Cause everyone thinks they're right
And nobody thinks that there just might
Be more than one road to our final destination

But I'm not ever gonna know if I'm right or wrong
Cause we're all going in the same direction
And I'm not sure which way to go
Because all along, we've been going in the same direction

I'm tired of playing games
Of looking for someone else to blame
For all the holes in answers that are clearly showing
For something to fill the space
Was all of the time I spent a waste
Cause so many choices point the same way I was going

But I'm not ever gonna know if I'm right or wrong
Cause we're all going in the same direction
And I'm not sure which way to go
Because all along, we've been going in the same direction
Going in the same direction
Same direction (same direction)

So why does there only have to be one correct philosophy?
I don't wanna go and follow you just to end up like one of them
And why are you always telling me what you want me to believe?
I'd like to think that I can
Go my own way and meet you in the end
Go my own way and meet you in the end

I'm not ever gonna know if I'm right or wrong
Cause we're all going in the same direction
And I'm not sure which way to go
Because all along, we've been going in the same direction
Going in the same direction
Going in the same direction
Same direction (same direction)

Friday, June 03, 2005, 3:18 pm

thursday:
was not a really productive day by my mugging standard.
came to school at around 945 which by then was already swelteringly hot.
camped at the cubicle section in the library.
mugged physics till my head ached so i decided to take a nap.
haha ok the library is one of the best places to take a nap.
however if u wanna lie down and sleep the only place besides the sick bay is the stage in the school hall. yeah speaking from own experience here and stop saying the place is creepy haha.
ok enuff of napping already.
almost got scolded by the Great White Shark(or Dinosaur whatever u call her)for making a ruckus in the library.
haha ok another character in pjc which everyone knows but for non-pioneers, the Great White Shark is the fat school librarian who enjoys snapping at people and giving the stare whenever the library is noisy.
yeah my frens and i were yakking away and she looked in our direction and gave us that cold look.
thats all.

Wednesday, June 01, 2005, 4:30 pm

i argued with Madam MOLE today!!!
anyone in pjc should know who the hell this woman is.
for the sake of my frens who are not from pj, mdm mole is a canteen cleaner who wipes the dirty tables of the canteen and shout at students who dont clear their food and rubbish on the table.
and she has this big mole on her face!
say it"MO-LE...MO-LE...MO-LE"
ok i'm being mean but waddaheck!!
frankly i didnt understand a single word she was saying.
it was in gibberish i think or wait was it grunting noises(haha insulting her intelligence).
anyway we were studying in the canteen and as it was a cloudy morning we switched on the lights.
then this auntie moley(orh her other nickname) went to switched off the lights!!!
of course my friends and i were pissed!!
i made remarks like"oii!!! people wanna study la!!!" the whole canteen heard!
Lynette then dared me to go there and switch on the lights again while auntie moley was still standing there.
being a rebellious angsty teen obviously i took up the dare. went to the switches and switched them on again.
auntie moley saw this and started grunting or talking in gibberish or whatsoever coz i cant figure out wadafux she was trying to say.
i juz stood there and say ,"cannot see ah aunty!!! we wanna study la!!!"
she went on talkin in gibberish and by this time i've had enuff i juz walked away from her.
LOL.
why are some people so hard to understand???
hahaha

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