well today its an accomplishment for me to drag my lazy ass out of bed and drag myself to school to drown myself into books!!!!!!
haha
studied from 10 am to 430 pm
oh yeah because of that i missed out on watching star wars with my classmates.
but heck!
i got my priorities right this time(not that i never prioritise on other occasions haha)
sorry guys for not going!!
i watched amityville horror the day before and u cant expect me to watch another movie the next day!
and furthermore most of you dont have a test(unlike me) to study for.
ok ok thats all.
off to more mugging then.

its the hols!
sunday:
met up with fellow odacians.
the new exco were briefed by the old exco on their respective duties.
was supposed to go to beach road to buy the lost equipment from the camp.
in the end due to some "self-centred" people(as said by junjie), we didnt go
haha
played pool before the meeting and what a surprise, the juniors were
there playing pool as well.
had lunch after the meeting and i traded racist insults with junjie and xianghao
throughout our meal. well this is the norm and it is odac's exco favourite activity.
by the way xianghao is botak now and he looks like a monk!
eh wait more like a MONKEY!!!! haha
6 people played daytona( me,serena,junjie,xianghao,waikin,amos)
haha came in second the first time and then came in first in the second race!
waikin came in last for bothe races and i purposely made serena's car crash against the wall!!
hahaha i am so bad!!

monday:
woke up in the morning with the worst case of die-rear!!!
haha i know its not spelt that way but it felt like my rear and stomach was gonna explode!!!
so much for planning to go to school early to hit the books.
in the end i reached skool around 11.
econs lesson was another period of monotonous ramblings.
fortunately i could focus and grasp what he was talkin about.
went to watch amityville horror with serena, aida ,chengyi and amos.
haha ok i'll admit it was pretty frightening
serena was using her jacket to shield herself from seeing those ghastly images.
and i disturbed her by trying to pull the jacket away from her hahaha
juz hope that we wont get nightmares after this!

had gp paper today.
essay was alrite.
comprehension was ok but i didnt manage to complete the application question.
damn.
chilled with my sec. skool best buds after friday prayers.
what a shame. when my holidays start, their holidays ended!!
lol nvm tht.

think positive!!
and listen to my juniors >>smile more :) :) :)

i dont know wats wrong with myself.
depression ? stress ?
nobody knows.
been getting headaches and migraines.

am i so gloomy and always put on a long face?
even the junior odac girls tell me to smile more.
haha thnx girls.
i need to gather myself and pull this thru.
i can do it!!!

ALL THE BEST FOR GP PAPER TMR!!!!!!!

odac agm(tuesday)
it certainly was a lot more organised this year.
i'm impressed juniors! keep it up! haha
the new ex-co members are elected
and the current exco(me included) officially passed down our duties
watched a presentation by serena and the j1s.
a hillarious presentation to say the least haha.
had refreshments after that.
took photos and more candid photos.
crazy and wild pics! u should see 4 urselves!
had cake fight after that!!!
our faces were smothered with cream hahaha
went home

wednesday:
smart casual wear day!!!
the day started with a heavy downpour!
the temperature was cool the whole morning
had an emergency exercise at 1.
the sun was blazing by then and people assembled at the field with umbrellas.
didnt manage to catch pioneerama as i had to get ready to officiate the sports day.
kar wai din turn up and i had to be the assistant starter.
a stressful job really.
had our final debriefing in the odac room.
we proposed to have an a pjc odac alumni
and serena "saboed" me to be in charge.
lol mad woman.
the seniors didnt want to leave the odac room as it would be the last time we set foot in there.
in the end we "fought" with the juniors.
and we had to leave the room.
sad.
thats the end of odac for the 5th batch.
sad.
why am i so passionate about my cca?
i love the people. i love crapping with them.
the camaraderie will be sorely missed.
odac sessions were my remedy for my stressed up head
sad.
but some things u just have to let go.
bye.

a song that is so me right now.

angels with dirty faces
by sum 41

I need this to get me through
can't resist don't want to
believe it I know it's true
can't beat it don't want to try

A perfect hell
it's more to me than you ever will know
down here where the rest of us fell
waste away nothing left to show
while I'm in this perfect hell
obsession has begun
possessed by destruction
how did I get so low
believe me no one knows
sometimes I can't hold on
and no one can help me

now it's got a hold of me
I don't think I can make it through this
now it's got a hold of me
the less I do the more it makes no sense

I'm walking pollution who's drained by delusions
on the verge of destruction I cave in to abduction
thin blood I'm bleeding my pulse won't stop racing
just as my heart explodes

no chance that I could win
too hard to not give in
I just don't feel the same
cause I'm the one to blame
sometimes I can't hold on
and no one can help me

now it's got a hold of me
I don't think I can make it through this
now it's got a hold of me
the less I do the more it makes no sense

I need this to be myself
it feels like I need some help
it's too late to save myself
or it's just in my head

now it's got a hold of me
I don't think I can make it through this
now it's got a hold of me
the less I do the more it makes no sense
now it's got a hold of me
I don't think I can make it through this
now it's got a hold of me
the less I do the more it makes no sense

the last official cca session for odac was yday.
we're finally stepping down after a colurful year in the cca.
the annual general meeting will be on tuesday.
it is where we officially step down and executive-committee members pass on their duties to the newly elected ex-co members.
good luck juniors.
i'm taking this way too hard.
sad...

had lunch with my family and gramma at Cafe Vienna at the Royal Plaza on Scotts Hotel.
it was a truly sumtuous lunch.
as it was a lunch buffet, i had the liberty of eating as much as my stomach could handle.
there were many dishes to choose from.
From porridge to mee goreng to sushi even!!!
i took and tasted almost everything!
even the dessert!!

a nice song.

Pupus by Dewa
Aku tak mengerti, apa yang kurasa
rindu yang tak pernah begitu hebatnya
aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tau
meski kau takkan pernah tau
aku persembahkan hidupku untukmu
telah ku relakan, hatiku padamu
namun kau masih bisu, diam seribu bahasa
dan hati kecilku bicara

baru kusadari cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan
kau buat remuk sluruh hatiku
semoga waktu akan mengilhami sisi hatimu yang beku
semoga akan datang keajaiban hingga akhirnya kaupun mau
aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tau
meski kau takkan pernah tau

i'm left with officially one cca session before i finally step down.
its giving me this feeling of trying to hold on and not step down but at the same time i want to step down coz its taking up too much time and disrupting my studies!!!
the sadnesss...
say no more for now.

diagnosis: procrastination (the sickness of doing things at the last moment!!!)
condition: critical advanced stage
chances of recovering: still there i hope
cure: those rare pills of motivation and inspiration

yeah i'm in deep shit.
can someone help me search for those pills???!
in dire need of those!!!!


piles of tutorials to do but yet leaving them till the last moment.
ahhh f**k it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is bad.
blogging once a week defeats the purpose of a blog.
but hell it really isnt my fault totally.
blame it on my hectic life,
blame it on my messed up schedule,
and blame it on others.
noo thats not me.
i'll admit it when i do screw things up
but sometimes i do push the blame to someone else.
we're all human.

monday:
the day after odac's 6th induction camp
came to school really damn early(710 am).
as the aqm of odac i had to put back all the groundsheets tht we put to dry the day before.
fortunately i could rely on my juniors doing all the dirty work haha.
i just had to sit in the odac room and sort the sheets out.
saw the insect bites the other odacians receive on their body and just couldnt help laughin at them.
serena had the worst case of sandfly bites. u could see red dots all over her arms.
i even offered to join the dots with a marker!!! LOL!!!

tuesday:
a long day in school.
but chilled out with my classmates at the bowling alley at bp plaza.
haha i won all of them. manage to get 3 strikes and this time round i tried out the spinning method or the helicopter as they call it and it really worked out well for me. no more bowling straight balls!!!

wednesday:
sports heats in the evening was conducted by odac
it was useless really.
so many teams didnt turn up for the heats and we had to disqualify them.
thats just too bad.

thursday:
had a class bbq in the evening but i didnt stay long.
being a true outdoor guy, i helped in setting up the fire. haha
ok guys remember NOT TO BUY charcoal in boxes with the brand name BLACK GOLD.
it took ages to burn as it was horrendously thick.
in the end we had to buy another pack at ntuc.
another reason i help set it up was because i wanted to eat the food before rushing home hahahaha.

Friday:
had napfa and really disappointed just to get a silver overall.
my standing broad jump and sit and reach pulled me down.
the rest of the stations were a breeze(haha brag brag brag).
odac session in the evening was boring.
should have followed the mats in pj(faris, adi and fauzi) to town
they were egging me not to go odac after friday prayers
but my loyalty and commitment to my cca is unquestionable.
duh it earned me the nickname odac boi by the art sockers!!!!!
haha thats all!!!!!!

away from blogging so long coz i've been coming home late for the past week
or never come home at all!!!!(i was away at camp)
been wasting away precious money on cab rides home... sad
i want to say a lot of things but i'll just talk about the odac induction camp that took place last friday night till sunday afternoon.

Odac's 6th Induction Camp:
A camp that i'll remember for a long time...
as it was the first time in a camp that i had a supernatural encounter!!!!
also i learnt of so many cryptic tales of pjc

Friday night:
started of with an orienteering game around the school
the school never looked creepier at night
one of the creepiest place must be the pond area at the science block.
after that game we played a candle game at the basketball court
after all that we deployed the j1s(junior odacians) to their respective venues for their solo night.
solo night is where they will sleep all alone in one place where they wont be able to see another person for the whole night.
we were told by the pe department NOT to use the sports block(grandstand and basketball courts), block G (classrooms), and the hall. the reasons were that these places were considered "dirty" and dark tales have been told.
my friends and i decided to sleep in the parade square.
well we wanted to sleep under the stars but it wasnt really a good choice
the hall is just on top and the canal is just opposite.
kar wai saw a white figure outside the hall and shamus heard footsteps that was coming from the direction of the canal.
it sounded like this, step and then a long drag of the feet.
and everyone( adamson, wei heng, shamus, kar wai, serena, cheng yi, junjie, xianghao, aida, izzah and me) who slept at the parade square did not sleep soundly.

Saturday:
set off to pulau ubin early in the morning.
walked around the island with my gp of juniors the whole day!!!(wai kin and i were the gp leader) we walked for almost 12 km!!!
drank 6 cans of drinks after my water bottle ran dry.
imagine my sugar level...
the drama began when the whole gp set off from mamam beach to nordin beach at around 830pm
it was already very dark
the whole of odac set walked in the dark and we did not on any torches
i was right at the tail-end of the group
serena was on the left, jun jie in the middle and me on the right. (in 3s!!!!!!)
being a responsible guy i volunteered to be one of the back markers and made sure no one else got left behind.
the 3 of us were riding bikes while the rest of the gp were on foot.
i did not feel any fear throughout the journey except during one stretch of the road
retelling this story give me the creeps still
the road was the slope before the chief villageman house
i suddenly felt cold and could feel the hairs on my body standing on ends
i then heard soft but very clear footsteps
it went like , step and a long drag of the foot (just like shamus heard the night before!!!)
i thought it came from the people in front but after hearing it a few more times i realised it was coming from my rear and i sensed that it was coming nearer and nearer
it went on for quite some time
the group stopped right outside the chief villageman house to rest
i realised that serena was telling junjie something and her face was flushed
i juz kept quiet
serena moved to the front when we continued the journey
and only jun jie and i were left at the back
i was reciting verses from the Quran after that
fortunately i did not experience anything for the rest of the journey to nordin beach
when i reached the campsite, i dragged serena aside and i said,"Let me guess wat u heard or feel at the stretch before the chief villageman house. U heard dragging footsteps too rite??"
she was shocked to learn that i heard the same thing too
and she was shaken with fear after that.
she then told me that the "thing" was almost beside her as she could hear and feel it was very close to her.
scary shit.
had trouble sleeping after that.

sunday:
it rained heavily very early in the morning
everyone was wet by the time we got to the jetty to go home
everyone was tired, smelly ,sticky and itchy
it will be one camp to be remembered

lol woke up early yesterday to teach Gabriel how to cycle
hahaha u guyz might be wondering why this guy doesnt know how to cycle.
well hes not the only one i know though.
i know a few others who still dont know how to cycle too.
its really a waste if u dont know how to cycle.
haha but again kudos to Gabriel for having to admit his liability(haha joking ah!)
and having the courage to ask others to teach him how to cycle.
not everyone will admit that they do not know how to cycle when u reach a certain age.
they will pretend that they know as they do not want to burst their already turgid ego haha.

in just one morning Gabriel could already ride straight, do turns , brake at high speed, cycle uphill, cycle downhill and turn tight corners.
i salute him man!!!
all i did was just tell him all the basics and demonstrated a few times.
the rest came from his persistent practice and strong-willed efforts.
i just stood and watched him and laughed when he fell(ok i'm mean but who can help it!!!)
thats wat i call a fast learner!!!

brought back old memories of mine, way back in primary school.
a fast learner myself.
i still remembered the day my late granddad gave me the initial push on my bike.
and then i was off pedalling furiously while maintaining balance.
when i realised i was able to cycle on my own, the joy and satisfaction was immense.
from that day onwards i never looked back.
cycling became a passion.
from cycling on the pavements to the roads and then on the rocky trails in the forests.
once u begin u'll never want to stop.
cycling rulz hahahahah!!!!

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