Friday, June 25, 2004, 11:20 am
ok ok been busy lately
yes dhiya i am mugging for exams haha
but i think its a bit too late
well ok heres wat i've been doing
well in the morning at about 930 or 10am
i will be at je mac studying there
then at 1120 i'll have my lunch then at 1150 i'll be queing at the entrance of the je library then at 12 everyone at the entrance will make a dash to go in n "chope" the tables haha
yah then i study till 4 pm
ryan will come at 1.3o pm to join me study then got once saliman also joined in
a lot of pioneers were spotted
haha then when i get home i feel so restless which i will then use up my unused energy by lifting dumb-bells and doing push-ups.
then when night comes , i planned to continue studying but when i read my notes ,none of it seems to be getting into my head. My mind seems to be telling me "go to sleep, go to sleep", which i obediently did so.
I wake up at 240 in the mornings to watch euro which is sometimes a bore then i will sleep again...
thts all...
hey wait thers something wrong with my tagboard...
donno whether its juz my com or wat
coz everytime i tag,
this message will appear on my board" This tag board does not exist. Make sure you copied the html code correctly and try again."
anyone knows y?
i got no time at the moment to correct this error
Saturday, June 19, 2004, 12:49 pm
i am back...
how was my hols?
well not that exciting. Juz average
nothing much to say
the plane ride to get there was alrite
i had forgotten wat it was like to be in an aeroplane coz the last time i took the plane was like 7 years ago. A nice journey coz i got a seat by the window and i had a great view from it.
Thought Sarawak was some ulu-ulu place but i was wrong. Its like Singapore there, a lot of Chinese. Its difficult to distinguish the Malays and the Orang Ulus(In other words, Dayaks but they get insulted if we call them coz its like calling Indians Keleng)
coz they almost look the same. Oh yah u see graveyards n cemeteries almost everywhere in Kuching(i dont know y)
Obviously my family was only interested in shopping in Kuching,Sarawak. My parents bought a huge vase from a pottery factory and then they bought two mats(tikar)(Sarawak famous for selling this). After doing those rounds of buying my family juz slacked in the hotel room the next day. Din even go to the cultural village coz it will cost RM45 per person(damn ex!!!).
yah nothing really interesting after tht...
thts all
Monday, June 14, 2004, 9:24 am
darn...
time wasted still
I dont know why i am not happy
I am going for holidays tomorrow
and yet thers something bothering me.
oh yeah its the mid years of coz
have i started studying ? sure but don think its enuff
where i am going?
Sarawak, Malaysia
when i am coming back?
donno, coz hu knows i wont come back hahaha
yeah thts all
juz keep on tagging while i am away
and update me when i come back
Friday, June 11, 2004, 9:16 am
running out of time...
mid-years are coming
but i m still slacking
idiot man some more my family's going on holiday next week
how the hell am i gonna enjoy it when the thought of mid-years looming
in my brain
ya don u agree jc life=no life
well maybe for da moment yeah
i've got lots of things i'm supposed to do but they're not been done yet
crazy is not the word to describe it , it would take more than words
but still i am still the slacker that u guys know me for(although u guys never see me much)still going out, hanging out with friends, napping at home and never do much but stare into the emptiness.
help me!
i guess no ones gonna help me
i have to help myself now
independent's the word
have to get out of my slacker attitude
i should not be so much of a terminator
should stop doing this
should stop thinking of them
concentrate just on my studies (yeah rite)
should listen to what sarah said,"whats the pt of getting attached
when everyone else is studying so hard to get into a U"
yeah thts juz one thing i should do
i should appreciate life more
learn to cherish our times with our families n friends
learn to treasure the wonderful times we had
i really should...
went out with my clique from the first three months
as usual josh was missing in action
so there was only 5 of us (me, wai wai, fizh,si qian, candy)
played our favourite pastime(pool)
and i won all the games (hahahah)
then went to lunch together
i wanna watch hp
but with who ?
umar n kel keep saying no money
(hey u guys work mann!!)
go out with a girl u say?
forget it!
not that i don want to
but not now anyway...
Friday, June 04, 2004, 3:00 pm
damn...
i've lost track of time
wat day , wat date?
4th June??
so fast??
sometimes i wish that it was still the first 3 months period.
Y? because it was so much more relax then. Probably 10 times more slack. Now, its a nightmare. Don wanna press on about it.
Lets see wat happened to me for the past few days.
I am inside the executive-committee of odac. Yeah but i am only
an assistant quarter-master. Then yesterday my project work group made me their new leader coz the old leader, the useless,stupid robert, always never come for meetings and never do his work and so my Supervising tutor had enuff also and made me the gp leader.
Wah more responsibilities.
Its not that i am incapable to take on leadership roles, its just that i am lazy and that characteristic is so evident in me BUT now
i am battling my laziness coz if ur lazy u CMI (cannot make it) in jc. haha believe it or not i am more enthu now compared to what i was in secondary school.
Hahaha maybe i changed for the better. A new image in a new environment that i am in.
Pioneer JC>>my second home for the next 2 or 3 years (depends if i get retained or not hahahhahahah) yah a crazy place to be in... but this time round maybe i will be happy there. I am still my old self even though i might have changed a little. I am still not the typical malay mat. I am anti mats n minahs(to a certain extent haha). Oh yah met a malay girl from Meridian Jc at CCA-B today n she was surprised that i am also anti mat&minahs like her hahahhaha. Yah in pioneer i am still the low profile guy but i think i know more girls in college than guys. Hahaha and u should see who i make friends with, (buayas) hahahaha they are always targetting the opposite sex. Even though life is so stressfull there, theres always time to enjoy. Always looking forward to the weekends and also the night coz thats the only time we will forget about stress.hahahaaha like real
thats all
