Saturday, April 24, 2004, 8:41 pm
i'm stuck in this mess
where i'm in distress
but nobody cares
they only expect the best
i just say out in jest
"i cant take this crap!!!"
hey its no fest
let me chill...
relax man let some music heal your soul
n try listening to some jazz
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hey wassup people
yeah i noe noe
i haven been updating
its really a pain seeing my friends who are
waiting to go in poly making so much money n still have
so much fun ( green with envy)
n rubbing salt to the wound, i m struggling to keep afloat
in jc and on top of that i m being burdened with so much work
ok ok i will stop complaining
coz its my own decision to choose this route
oh yah umar stop complaining tht i m forgetting about old frens
and i only think about my frens in pjc. not true at all
~make new friends remember the old
~one is silver, the other is gold
ok this whole week was hectic
most of the days i was burdened with work
and i mostly finished them around 12 midnight
there was once i finished at 1 am
but luckily on friday there was something for me
to look forward to
met up with kelvin n umar to play bowling
haha it was one way de-stress
we werent really competing against each other
but umar kept saying tht i n kel were so serious while playing
i was basically trying to practice spinning the ball
kel kept asking how how how u did tht
when i successfully got 2 strikes from a spin
yeah had fun
its been a long time since i caught up with my 2 best pals
hope to see u guys more in da future
yo brudders! we rawk
Saturday, April 17, 2004, 10:59 pm
today was joshua's bdae
went to celebrate at esplanade
haha of course there was the usual cake
then also the cake throwing n smashing
i was one of the casualties
candy was hit too , josh got it smack at his forehead
then fizh got dirty too
and candy also was hit by sQ
i had my revenge on sQ
hahahah
so happy to see all my clique members
brought back all the memories we had in pioneer during the first 3 months
Tuesday, April 13, 2004, 9:55 pm
the world is spinning too fast
or am i juz slow...
i am trapped in this glass,
which hinders my flow
i cant seem to see the horizon
coz the lights only seem to glow.
..........
the pace is picking up
so much hw
i beginning to hate maths
i haven finish the last 2 tutorials
and now they have started on a new topic
wah siao ah
now got project work some more
crazy man my timetable oso sucks
sorry for my bad english this time
juz letting off steam
but now ok la
i talk to my classmates more
n the bonding is becoming stronger i think
da clique:
yeah we might meet again for joshua's bdae
so ecstatic haha
called candy to catch up with her on hows life
haha she so enthu n excited when telling me about her life in vjc
she bluffed me on a few things haha
then she went on about how great her classmates were
when she lost her wallet
her classmates n her dug out all the bins in BK
haha in the end found it
as usual she taught me some more mandarin
aiyah then she say on joshua bdae she not free
donno la wats the plan now
thts all
Saturday, April 10, 2004, 11:58 am
As i wake up each day
i feel this void growing in the trenches of my heart
i cant help feeling so scared n be griped by fear
i need something to hold on to
to stand up n be able to hear
the sound of happiness that i heard at the start
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sorry man so long never update
lifes tough being a jc student
haiz sometimes i wonder if i would have made a better choice
if i went to a poly instead
but yeah its too late now
gotta live with it n get use to the rough life i gonna face
i reealllyy miss the clique.
candy, si qian ,fizh n josh
haha i still get to see wai wai everyday
but then the rest are so distant ...
met them during my bdae
should have seen how my eyes glowed with joy
the fun times in pjc we had will be cherished 4ever
oh yeah the mosquito's bdae coming soon
maybe we all get to meet again
yay!!!
haiz the week after my bdae was no better
i fell sick on my bdae then the next day i din go to skool
haha so much of sweet 17 , more like sick 17
the pace of learning in a jc is so fast n i really got to be on my toes
i gotta change my slack attitude
haha tell me how le i donno
oh yah i got into odac yeah
donno wat to say oredy
bye bye
Sunday, April 04, 2004, 12:12 pm
ahoy!!!
yeah 1st april has passed n i'm 1 year older
sweet seventeen u say?
nah i doubt so
but this year i must have one "colourful" bdae indeed
u will see wat i mean
first of all i would like to thank all my friends ,new and old ,pioneers and kranjians,
ajcians,victorians,nyjcians and etc for wishing me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Lets see how my day started: 1st April
at 12 midnite candy was the first to msg me a happy birthday haha coz i did
the same thing on her birthday
then a few minutes later my ex-classmate msg me haha
when i woke up in the morning i received more msgs from Kelvin,... blah blah
then when i reached skool all my kranjian frens shook my hand n wished me
happy bdae as well
then during econs period i was waliking to the rubbish bin to throw thrash when
desmond wished me as well n my ct overheard it n asked hus bdae was it
then my ct dragged me to the front of the class n my classmates sang me
a birthday song haha
well can it get any better? nah it got worse
i was coughing the night before n in the morning i caught the flu
so my nose was dripping every now n then
i went to the sick bay (its a really nice place) n i missed mtl lessons
i slept for almost 2 hours in there but my hp was buzzing with msgs
after skool kar wai treated me at long johns
n he was saying something like" aiyah the rest all go different skool oredy...
i sat there stoned n missing the fun times we had together as a clique
during the first three months.
i was already about to leave but karwai told me to sit down first
then out of nowhere Si Qian appeared n said happy birthday
i was really surprised
then i saw Candy n Fizh
haha they bought me a cake
there were fruits on top of it
as my tastebuds were not working properly i din really know wheter it was
nice or not
then after tht candy n si qian threw pieces of their cake at me
haha i wasnt looking at them tht time la (its not tht i have slow reflexes)
then karwai oso kena
then i stuffed my cake in candy's face
hehe sorry if it hurts ,juz wanted to get even
haiz then we all went home
then when i reach home there was another cake and
presents from my sister n donica
yes once again i would like to thank every1
yeah thts all
