a tribute to my grandfather...
i m so sad...
cant say much...


school is ok
made new frens
but life is never the same w/o the clique
its so lifeless sometimes
thers nobody for me to joke with
donno wat to say for now

looking forward to thursday
u should know y
if not "i box u ah!!" hahahahahhaha

...
my head is throbbing with pain
i dont know what to write
i cant see beyond the fences
that surrounds my comfort space
i think i should go out in the open
and let myself be amaze
we cant survive if we juz stay in one spot
n wait for things to appear
we should strive to achive our goals
and set our priorities clear
and so another chapter opens
as the old one ends
i think we should learn from mistakes
and try to make amends
i will

**********
ok i got posted to pioneer jc
science course

monday:
stupid day really
listen to talks only
50% of the people from the first three months are gone
as new people come in
ya there are more girls than boys in my college
pretty ones u say? maybe... i didnt open my eyes wide enuff haha
i was of course falling asleep during the talks
oh ya the people from the class last term are in the same og
after all those talks
i sneak out of skool with kar wai n the security guard never even ask us if
we had sign out or wat coz we were suppose to be dismiss 20 minutes later
haha then we juz walk out
oh yah b4 tht Mdm Goh , maths teacher, saw me n kar wai then
she say" wah so long never go lesson ah? then now u caome back"
haha we juz grinned at her
then went home
don even have any games
lousy day

ohh damn !!!!!
its time to say goodbye,
normally its a sad occasion,
but this time i'm holding my head up high n try not to cry
its nice knowing u all
i will cherish the times we had
but all leaf has to fall
n life still continues after that
so dont be sad
be happy that for once i met all u people and u should say "i'm so glad"

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holidays came n went past
had fun during holidays
heres a brief description

Tuesday:
went to Si Qian house
supposedly went there to watch vcds but she couldnt find them
(wat rubbish ) hahahahha
played PS2 instead

Wednesday:
i din go out
i rotted at home
haha

Thursday:
i went to the mac at bt timah with the purpose of studying
in the end ended up talking crap n studied very little
ate lunch at a coffeshop where we drank milo dinosaur
went to da vinci which candy called it "the harry potter place"
then went to courts where we slogged at the tvs n hogged the xbox
then went to play the clique's usual pastime

Friday:
went out with the clique
woohoo lots of fun
then after friday prayers went lunch at imm
then went to queensway to buy new shoes

hmmm no more poetry for now
i will juz get straight to the point

sunday:
in the morning i cycled almost 40 km
from jurong to cck to woodlands road to kranji reservoir to
lim chu kang to jalan bahar then to boon lay then back to jurong
haha
then in the afternoon miss phua , my ex-physics teacher invited my former class
to her house. had a great time n i get to see my ex-classmates again
but sad tht kelvin couldnt come ( idiot la u )
miss phua ordered food tht was really nice
then we also got to see her honeymoon pics with mr lee in new zealand
played a fun card game tht i have never played before
but so sad tht i had to leave early coz go out with my family

monday:
had interclass netball competition
well we werent the worst team
we were second last haha
we only won 1 game n lost the other three
the other teams got better shooters in their team n thts probably why we lost
but the best part was tht we played the best game of the four
against the best team
we even manage to lead them by 1 goal before they eventually won us by 3 goals
winning isnt everything (remember tht fizh)
the important thing is tht we had fun playing together
oh yah it was also candy's birhtday tht day
haipee birdday candeeee!!!!!!!
haha we celebrated her birthday at long john silvers
bought a cake for her then si qian went to smash a small portion of the cake
into candy's face hahahahah
so funny can faint on the floor
oh ya then si qian n candy also gave us postcards tht has comments on them to
every member in the clique
well tht was very nice of them
i will keep it for memories
so happy but yet so sad

its sad to leave
its say to say goodbye
but its more painful when u see them cry
i have to admid i'll miss u all
but dont forget to give me a call
i will always remember these specials friends
they always make life as if it never ends
reality is harsh but we have to face it
its just the beginning of a new chapter when 1 is finished

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its the end of the first three months!!!!!!!
will somebody slow the time?
its just too fast
i cant blive its already over
i will really miss the friends that i made in pjc who are going elsewhere
all the fun times we had are now just stored into a corner of our minds
its never going to be the same
so sad
haiz donno wat to say

yday we played bball n soccer in the morning
after tht played truth or dare
haha i wont forget tht stupid dare i had to do
then after i went for friday prayers
i went to skool coz my clique wanted to go for gp coz showing a movie
only to find out that they cancelled the lesson
haiz
then si qian n candy tried to get back my playing cards which was
confiscated by the MP ( Maahnikam Pundae) two days ago
but the MP didnt give back
haiz so sad but thanx anw si qian n candy for helping me
stupid MP !! i n kar wai have to face his bullshit for the next two years
then we played taiti in the canteen using joshua's cards
i won 3 in a row !!!!
after tht we wanted to go home but saw fiza n ju-on at the concourse
n they invited candy n siqian to go watch them for rehearsals
i admit we, the boys acted like jerks n bastard ju-on n fiza by not talking to them
i heard they were all upset by our behaviour n furthermore it was the last day
of skool . so i guess they were really upset. i am so sorry fot tht .
anyway we got to see them rehearsing their dance n i think it was fine
after that the clique went off
candy too the bus home then joshua had to rush off to expo
so it was left with me ,si qian, kar wai n fizh
we went to lot 1 to buy candy's birthday present
so hard to decide
after tht went home so tired
zzzzzz

thts all

too much stress can kill u but too much fun spoils our life too
but these days i cant concentrate
i cant gel back my priorities like glue
its hard to make all these nonsense disappear, its all juz fate
but its partly my fault
i must be given a jolt
so i would wake up from this fantasy
and face the true challenges of reality
ok...
i'll try.

************

really i should do something
i cant juz waste time
but...
its only a few days left
y bother
i having so much fun tht i forget about the rest
but...
i m gonna miss my clique very much
i m so sad
really it was great knowing the pple.( fizh, josh,wai wai , si qian, candy, etc...
but...
life has to go on
we will meet again
someday


school ? wat school?
today after school we all went aboard the lrt coz candy had never board it before
played the 007 game n the concentration game inside the lrt with the clique n dodo
childish really...
but i joined in too
fizh n candy , i n dodo had to do forfeit
really man we made a fool out of ourselves haha
after that we all went to eat lunch at macs
had fun popping the straws
si qian was so excited tht she got to pop the straw too hahahah
n we probably used up half the straws in 1 of the straw dispenser
crazy pple hahahahahaha

thts all

So now i m at fault
go away u fool
its beginning to tast like salt
u bastard crazy old toad-stool
get a life !
dont destroy mine
i will keep this grudge if u don stop this shit rite now!!


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today is the most useless day of all
went to skool but didnt study
at parade square i didnt line up with my class
coz didnt want to see civic tutor
went for assembly
then after that the whole day play games only inside classroon
i felt dizzy the whole morning i donno why
then during physics lesson we all went to play monkey beside the canteen
haha the clique n also becky dodo
then after tht went to lot 1 to have lunch
wanted to play bball after tht but was raining
so went home


thats all

my head is throbbing in pain,
its like this burden in this skull that keeps beating up my brain
i m so hopeless against these invisible forces that makes me meek
thers nothing else that i seek.
help! before my head burst open from the ever pounding pain beneath my skull
no pneumatic drill could match its sheer magnitude of perpetual vibrations
no one can help me now...
except maybe her...
who ?
it might be u


*************

applied for JAE
first choice Pioneer JC
second choice Jurong JC

all science courses
sad that most of the people in my clique are leaving pj
but happy that some of my frens in kranji who did not make for the first three
months are coming to pj
they all come n go
we get to meet pple from all walks of life
from so a variety of schools
but the important thing is to treat people with respect
n also treasure ur frens

Monday:
played basketball with kar wai joshua n si qian
surprised tht si qian's leg was not tht badly injured anymore or is it

Tuesday:
went out with the whole clique
suppose to meet at 10 but some pple were obviously late
i was the first to arrive of course
then joshua then kar wai then amazingly Si qian came in second last n then of course
candy arrive
We were to meet fizh in town instead
went reach town we were chased by mad pple trying to get us buy vouchers for anderson ice cream haha
went to lido to watch mystic river
it was a great show but obviously some pple didn appreciate it
then after the show fizh had to rush to his driving lessons
did i tell u that fizh got a new hairstyle
i was laughing when i first saw him
hahahaha
ok then after that candy left uscoz she wanted to go n appeal to HCJC
then Joshua went to join his brothers n left us too
so in the end it was left with me kar wai n si qian
so sad
went to eat then ate ice cream then went to taka coz kar wai wanted to buy
chocolates
then i met my frens from kranji ( Iris , Wan Qi , Grace )
talked for a while with them while kar wai n si qian went to look for the chocolates
found out that Grace n Wan Qi considering going PJ ! yahoo
the chocs kar wai wanted wasnt there so after that we went home

Wednesday:
went to skool sports day
wasnt that bad
there were mascots this year n the rhino mascot n kestrel mascot ended fighting in
front of the tracks lolz
my house came in fifth this year but they won the cheering competition

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