mc for 2 days.
yeah thats probably why i'm still cooped up at home.
temperature's down and feeling much better than yesterday.
but sadly my throat still hurts badly
and i cant seem to enjoy my food very much.
arghhhh
end my misery....

38.9 , 38.6 , 38.6
err no these are not my marks for prelims haha.
instead they're my body temperature in degree celcius since the morning.
my head is spinning and boy do i feel hot. heh
my throat hurts and i've lost all my appetite.

i almost freaked out when the doctor mentioned dengue!!!
he cant tell for sure if it is.
he says if i see any rashes on my body on the third or forth day of fever than i have
to go back to the doctor.
i also have to go back there if my fever still persists by thursday and friday.

God please not dengue, please not dengue.
i'll have to pray hard that its not.

prelims are over and done with.
this only brings us closer to the A levels.
sigh. one burden after the next...

i met up with my first-three months clique on friday.
ur surprised that i still meet up with such people???
haha dont be we're the closest of frens and we're the most wackiest
bunch u would ever see.

Fizh picked me up in his car and we were burning tyres all the way to town(haha pardon the hyperbole).
met up with candy, si qian and joshua after the friday prayers.
only kar wai wasnt there! (dude how could you disappoint si qian!!!!haha)
though its been a fairly long time since we last met, it felt like the period of first 3 months were just yesterday.
reminisced and recalled our adventures back in pjc first 3 months.
some things just never change.
well except fizh now smokes more often.(quit!!! u useless piece of s**t)hahaha
they still are just the same old people.
cant believe josh and fizh are still trying to rile me with the old "dan likes candy" crap.
damn juz because both of them already have girlfriends does not mean they have to rub it in
and try to matchmake others.
cut the crap guys its only making me pissed!

then we watched the red shoes.
its that korean horror movie.
wasnt really that scary.
in fact the ending pretty sucked.
where's the fun in everyone dying in the end.
well the moral of the story was more like, never ever steal a pair of shoe that a woman is obsessed with or it could cost u your life.
well like they say hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.
i give it only 2 stars out of five.

it was a memorable afternoon out with them.
lets hope we could meet up some time after our A levels!!
yeah one more thing to look forward to!

Creep --- Radiohead

When you were here before, couldn't look in your eye
You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so F**k**' special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't care if it hurts, I want to have control
I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice, when I'm not around
You're so FUCKIN' special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here, ohhh ohhhh
She's running out the door....
She's running out, she run, run, run, run....run....
Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so F**k**' special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here
.............................................................................
depressing song?
sorry i cant help it.
but i can relinquish at the thought that there are many others
who feel the same way.
misery loves company indeed.

i have not yet faced an exam in such dire circumstances.
dire in need of going to the loo that is.
my stomach felt sick while on the way to school.
the faeces was all stacked up and ready to blow at any moment.
but i persevered and "tahan" it all the way.
the moment i reached the toilet at the loft(the best toilet in college),
i plunged to the toilet seat and and contributed to Singapore's proud supply of Newater.
i missed morning assembly as a result.
its bad enough that maths paper 1 was a disaster for me.
adding the sick feeling in the stomach didnt help me in my quest to salvage my maths grades in paper 2.
thats how life is.
shit happens (pun intended).

tick tock tick tock
as the time surges past,
we only longed for it to slow down.
but time has no mercy.
it doesnt listen to our pleadings or whinings.
it just goes on...

we're outta time!
so make the best out of what is left!!!

since all of us are wallowing in the depths of depression,
i shall not add on to the misery.
haha

its the school holidays yet again.
and whenever i'm cooped up at home(or my hotel haha),
my appetite seems to multiply a gazillion times
i'll keep coming back to the kitchen every hour to have a snack besides the 3 usual meals.
thats why before the start of the holidays, my siblings and i will follow mom to the supermarket to stockpile "our kind of food" or snacks in the cabinets to indulge during the holidays.
Biscuits, chocolates, marshmallows, instant pizzas, nuggets, french fries and whatever stuff we could get our hands on.
our shopping cart was always full and it looked kind of obscene when lining up for the cashiers coz others will ogle at our trolley with disbelief written on their faces.

well sadly it didnt occur this time round.
we were all so busy.
and for the last few days i've been scraping on what was left on the last visit to the supermarket.
biscuits are running out and i've resorted to making my own sandwich and toast!
and while i'm at it i will make a mess in the kitchen which will only result to the wrath of the maid.
haha
and i cant stop thinking about food while i'm at home.
i'll be hungry again after eating a meal.
and i'll be eating more snacks.
but unfortunately(or fortunately) i cant seem to gain any weight!
well partly because of my high metabolic rate. (it runs in the family)
i can eat all i want and find it hard to gain weight and i can starve for a few days and i'll lose weight very quickly.
yeah i know everyone would love to have such a condition so they will indulge themselves with the high caloric vices.
but heck no one is born perfect.
the only way for me to gain weight is to build up those muscles.
well yeah but its a long process and results are insignificant at the current moment.
surely but slowly...

oh yeah one more thing
my mom forced me to drink the Brand's essence of chicken!!!
wth! its the vilest thing i've ever tasted!!!!
i should state my reasons for saying so if not i'll get sued haha
it simply will make u wanna puke it all out when the liquid reach your taste buds.
but fortunately i manage to gulp it all down.
its simply sick man!

one word that will suck the happiness out of people...
prelims.

yes its no longer creeping its way through but more like charging after us now.
arghhhh!!!!!
wtf!
(show that italian hand signal!!)

i hate da mugging.
but its inevitable now.
i'm forced to do things that i loathe these days.
and my life...
or the lack of life rather is reminiscent to a zombie being cursed to walk the earth.
and this zombie will only cease to terrorise people only after 16 november(my last paper).
wtf!
somebody shoot me!!!
or wait i'm already a walking dead.
so no use dying twice.

MDJ
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