finally met up with my best pals from sec skool juz now.
they treated me out to lunch .
haha thanx yati and umar for the birthday treat.
chilled out at orchard road.
all three of us bought shades from 77th street!
haha and we vow to wear them the next time we go out again.
its been so long since the last outing.
everyone busy with school and work.
lepak at coffee bean opposite cineleisure till the sun set.
then umar had to go off coz he need to go maulud.
hahaha and yati and me were like egging him not to go.
but in the end he still went off.
man how i wish i could do this every week
but no, i cant go on wasting my weekends forever!!
time is too precious now.
A levels coming dudes!!!!
wtf get my priorities right!!!
end.

lost and in bewilderment
small and insignificant.
negative thoughts seem to sprawl all over.
i'm stuck in a moment.
lost my bearings.
loathe what i am doing.
but heck,
cant give up now.
theres no turning back.
f##k it.
i'll just face it.

five more months.
buck up or face the harsh fact of reality.
the simplicity of it.
yet the process is so perplex.
i can keep on saying that i will change but words are nothing.
only when we turn those words into action, will there be results.
its a ticking timebomb.
and the worst thing is, i've not much time left.
a simple situation that needs a complex solution.
i've only myself to blame for messing it all up.
get real!

First and foremost my apologies to Serena and the rest of da odacians
for the screwed up activity yesterday
i certainly did not anticipate there would be rain
and thus it was my fault that i did not plan for a wet weather program
my apologies once again
whatever ms oh said yesterday was right
the odacians including me deserve a telling off to instill some sense into us
not everyone is as enthusiastic or committed like last time
but still we are setting a bad example to the juniors
wad da f**k were they thinkingi have enough problems to begin with
and i dont want this to add on to my list

had a bagful of laughs today, eh wait probably more than that hahaha(corny)
following up on my previous posts,
it was a coincidence that the whole day my classmates and i traded racist jokes
and mind you some were so degrading but also too funny that it had us laughing in stitches
LOL!!!!
i wont publish them here as u all know, we COULD get punish u know
someone out there might alert the media and make a frenzy out of it!!
haha but if u still wanna hear some racist jokes then feel free to ask me
my ammunitions aplenty
and stop being too sensitive
this is all in good fun
after all, making fun of other people has always been our favourite pastime
haha

read an article about this psc scholar who was lambasted by the media
coz he wrote racist remarks on his blog!!!! furthermore his blog was supposed to be password
protected but of course being hackers they are always 3 steps ahead of any security features currently available and the information was leaked out

the point i'm putting forth is NOT about racism
Singapore is a "harmonious" multiracial state hahaha (yeah rite)
thts y we are so united hahaha
ok thats not my point!!!
my point is what the hell man... this is a blog
it is subjected to our own views
if u dont like it then its just too bad
i can say i detest one gp of people and say how despicable they are
are u gonna sue me for that!??
heck in that case it totally defeats the idea of cyberspace
where ideas and views run wild
people either object or concur

that guy is unlucky coz hes a psc scholar!
if hes just an ordinary guy the consequences would have been different
that guy was just passing a racist remark and its already a big story
what if subliminal anti-government remarks are posted?!!!

that leaves us wondering...
will i receive a knock on my door late at night
after posting anti-garment(LOL) remarks...

an enjoyable day compared to a lacklustre week
i've gone thru heh
my odac mates and i went to pulau ubin to recce the place
for the j1s induction camp
a scorching day really, as if i'm not tanned enuff haha
rented bikes
we explored the island
searced for suitable places for campsites and activities
an accident occured-hui ying lost control of her bike and banged into xin yan
and both of them could get up unscathed. cool!!
we ventured into quarries and had the great urge to jump into the water!!!
couldnt believe there is an ostrich on pulau ubin!!!!
heck check it here http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2128051530
we went around ubin and let the mozzies suck our blood
we returned to civilisation at around 330
were dead hungry as we haven had our lunch
went to tampines for lunner (haha lunch+dinner)
but not everyone went
only me, izzah, aida, gabriel, daryl and wei heng
crap all the way while in the bus during our meal and on the way home
what fun we had
but time is running out
will be stepping down in june
will miss the camaraderie of odac...

its been a week since i blogged
nothing much happened
except for da fact tht my hp's memory card is busted
the files been corrupted haha
only close to 2 weeks of using the new phone and i already
spoil the damn thing lol
oh yeah i din tell u guys earlier,
i got a new phone for my bdae haha ,Motorola E398
its a bloody cool phone
blue tooth enabled, camera and mp3 and blahblah
yeah yeah i know u must be envious
haha
i'm outta ideas
feeling nuts these days
dont ask me why... insanity must be contagious

how i feel now?
i'll describe my day and u tell me how i feel
did circuit training for pe
6 rounds around the track but incorporated with 20m sprints, pull-ups, clearing the wall and frog jumps.
i still had energy to play a full court basketball game after that heh
econs was a bore with mdm "flasher" teaching
and odac session was one of da highlight of da day

i was made the pti again
sheesh...
i wonder why???
leading pt sessions is becoming more of a formality ever since last year
am i tht garang? i doubt so.
yeah but i still feel happy seeing the juniors suffer under my torturous pt
i ran close to 8km today
gotta start training for napfa
ok thts all

wednesday:
i din go for lessons yesterday
but i went for odac
haha so committed to my cca
wore the lime green odac jersey
earned another nickname as a result
"lime green boi" courtesy of feeza and dhiya
trust the art sockers to come out with nicks! LOL
had fun torturing the juniors who turned up for odac trials
made them do push-ups
i was the pti and i juz stood there hollering at them
how sadistic but gimme a chance man i din get to do this
while i was in sec skool, i wasnt in a uniformed gp
i was from a pathetic soccer team(dun mention it)
ok thts all

thursday
had some fun today in the physics lab
toyed with the electrical apparatus
and had fun making sparks by short-circuiting the batteries
hahaha if only the voltage was higher...

damn my palms are blistered
my classmates are now serious about doing pull-ups
without fail every break we would be outside the hall doing pull-ups
thts how i got the blisters

ok its been a looong time since i blogged
yeah ok i had a good weekend
even though there were some cocked up plans,
i could still live with it
for the past few days my mind is just ...
to put it plainly in teenage angst terms,f**ked up
what i did, really was running away from all my troubles
i think this is wats been happening for the past year
jc life...

happy birthday to me!!!
thanx to all who wished me a happy birthday
the list seems endless so i shant bother to write haha
but thanx again!!

MDJ
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md_djfk@hotmail.com
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