Thursday, March 31, 2005, 4:46 pm
heh i assume most of u know wats gonna take place tmr.
dont bloody tell me u dont coz i'll give u a bashing honestly
haha ok juz joking
being 18 so fast has its disadvantages
i wont be able to get free mcs from the doctor
i'll be one year closer to death
i'll be a few months closer getting enlisted to ns
see being 18 can be sucky too
how we all wish we can be forever young
like those kids in Neverland(nooo i'm not referring to Michael Jackson's Mansion, i pity those kids there haha) in the story of peter pan where they never grow up
ok back to reality
we should all enjoy the last years of teenhood or childhood while it last
Wednesday, March 30, 2005, 10:36 am
how i hate ,detest ,dislike, disparage, down on, execrate, loathe, nauseate, object to, recoil from, scorn, shudder at, shun, spit upon, spurn the flu virus!!!
as a result my antibodies have admitted defeat in this battle
and i am stuck at home
this sucks!!!
i cant even enjoy my food coz my taste buds are probably on a hiatus
and the sore throat doesnt help either!
damn...
Tuesday, March 29, 2005, 5:00 pm
feeling da blues...
common tests results are ...
unspeakable.
Pieces
by Sum 41
I tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy, but no one believes me
I meant all the things I said.
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me,
But it's the only thing that I have.
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.
On my own.
Ahh!
I tried to be perfect it just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along.
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.
Sunday, March 27, 2005, 9:55 am
went back malaysia on thursday nite
in da process i missed out on odac's nite cyclin
i wouldnt have missed it on purpose
but sometimes u have to put our priorities rite
but its alrite i had fun too in malaysia
been soaking up the sun
and now i am so tanned (from swimming)
only a few more days...
wat event don tell me u dont remember?!!
its a really important date heh
Thursday, March 24, 2005, 3:06 pm
common test is over
at last
i dont expect my results to be anywhere near
the goals i setted
coz yeah its my fault that i didnt study...
entirely mine.
this is my wake up call...
Tuesday, March 22, 2005, 12:49 pm
the econs essay was crud
i didnt manage to attempt all the qns
damn...
but expected it coz i didnt prepare enuff
or didnt prepare early enough
coz i only started studying last week hah!
so if a failure comes, i only have myself to blame
not "we're all to blame"
fabian says he will treat the whole class for a meal
if he manages to get an O or above
LOL
well anybody betting against it?
the odds must be handsome though
but i doubt Ladbrokes or William Hill bet on people failing their exams
hahaha
ok off to muggin...
Monday, March 21, 2005, 12:55 pm
the much dreaded common tests are finally here!!!!!!!!
all da best to everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, March 18, 2005, 4:06 pm
only a few more days to common test
arghhhhh!!!!!!!!!
panic!!!!!!!!!!!
panic!!!!!!!!!!!
panic!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, March 16, 2005, 9:35 pm
how does one motivate oneself?
in need of help
lost my drive for success
wtf has happened?
i cant seem to answer myself...
bemused.
, 6:07 pm
emo mode:
a nice song to go along with...
Mungkin Nanti
by Peterpan
Saatnyaku berkata
Mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua
Ku yakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi
Dan mungkin bila nanti
Kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba
Tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin
Saat semua di sini
Dan bila hatimu termenung
Bangun dari mimpi-mimpimu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu
Cerita saat bersamaku
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi
Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi
Simpan untukmu sendiri
Semua sesal yang kau cari
Semua rasa yang kau beri
Tuesday, March 15, 2005, 4:35 pm
hols are here
but no time to enjoy
having common tests next week
and in the process of continuing the age old
tradition of mugging at the eleventh hour
old habits die hard...
its candy's bdae today
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
yeah sorry...the clique couldnt meet up
everyone seems to be bogged down by their own stuff
we dont even seem to go out together anmore
miss the good old times
nvm hope to meet up with u guys in da future!!!
Sunday, March 13, 2005, 8:27 pm
gp paper was ok but lost out in the race against time
dammit
1 weekend diddled away just like that
the countdown to common tests is scaring da daylight out of me!
haha finished reading "the broker" by john grisham
yay i can finally get down to some serious muggin
not that i have not been muggin
errr wait have i??
damn...
better late than never
haaa
Thursday, March 10, 2005, 3:55 pm
if killing werent a sin...
my job would be>> an undertaker...i'll be damn rich
during gp
my gp tutor caught me stabbing fabian in the arm with a pencil (he pisses me off sometimes)
gp tutor: y Danial u wanna kill him?
me: (nods head)
gp tutor: well thats good go ahead and kill him. the rest of u can start killing each other off too!!! i will have lesser scripts to mark!!!!
GP paper tmr!!!!!!!!!
ALL DA BEST GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, March 05, 2005, 12:38 pm
friday- an event-filled day
played the last 3 floorball matches during pe
3 CONSECUTIVE games can u believe that
won 1 and drew 2 games and didnt win the championship
i know i'm a sports fanatic
my passion for sports is second to none
got ma AO level malay results back
a b3 i'm happy coz i know this is wat i expected
but missing out on an A by 1 grade
can sometimes be real dammit
witnessed da seniors getting back their result slips
cant believe that one year on, it will be our turn
scary...
saw da disappointment and da tears
da most heart-breaking must have come from
my former cca president
he could not qualify to go to a U
his words to me were, "study hard...work hard..."
coming from a hardworking student like him,
i was shocked of such outcome
had cca after that
the sembawang kids came back for our service learning project
we taught them pioneering and field-cooking
while the sembawang kids were preoccupied with their tasks, da odacians and i
chatted about da future and thought about what our prospective careers might be
would i sign on to da army?
or would i go to an Arts faculty ? (was met with protests from my fellow arts frens
coz i'm a science student and i would be taking up their places)
crazy u might add as i may waste my energies learning science now
but in da first place i wanted to take up arts not science
Physchology or sociology or mass comm...
or better still NIE and become a teacher
when i mentioned this, my frens added that i looked like a potential pe teacher
lol haha yeah coz my enthusiasm for sports burn da brightest
ponder... ponder...
Wednesday, March 02, 2005, 9:46 pm
so much for being a long-winded windbag
i'll be short and concise this time
life is getting suckier but i have to adapt somehow
treasure all ur frens and make no enemies
finally i condemn and loathe buggers who make racist remarks or slurs
u wanna play hardball? fine... i'll hit u back 10 times worse
plus tell u where u really belong hahaha
okok i'm evil i know
but nvm he apologised in the end...
