Wednesday, July 28, 2004, 9:38 pm
its so heavy...
but i wont let it slip.
sometimes it could choke when its hung onto your chest.
but i dont wanna give up and i wont be defeated
for it would make you happy when you accomplish it
sigh...
responsibilities.
i am gonna be so preoccupied from now on
LTC is on sunday
i am going
but thats not all
i am gonna be part of the people planning and running the camp
coz they(pe dept) made me a Deputy Manpower Officer
no no i am not bragging.
i am just telling you of my woes.
I will be working with Abraham from SC as he's the Manpower Officer
ok these are our duties:
1)in charge of attendance at the start of all activities
2)in charge of allocating of tents
3) in charge of assigning sentry duties
4)in charge of briefing of camp rules
5)in charge of taking over and decide what to do in an emergency
6)in charge of allocation of bus seats
wat the heck!!!!!
we have more duties than the camp commanders!!
but nevermind,
i love taking up challengers and this is one of them
i was not from a uniform group cca last time
and now's the opportunity for me to take charge and prove to myself that
I CAN DO IT!!!
hahaha i can also tekan the people if i am not happy!!!
(i am sadistic sometimes hahahahha!!!)
hey wait its not just that,
since i'm the assistant quarter master of odac
i have to take into account the stuff that they take out from the
odac room (tents, mess tins , etc)
more and more work ...
ahhhhhhh
i will be missing 4 f***ing days of lessons!!!!!!!
damn how am i to catch up????
wish me all luck guys coz
i am gonna be in an unfamiliar territory (being the one to lead instead of being lead)
thts all
Tuesday, July 27, 2004, 5:31 am
ok heres wat happened in the past week:
Friday: Had Pe(netball) in the morning then i fell and sprained my ankle. haha but before that i managed to score one goal. Eventually my team won when ryan scored the second goal. Was supposed to hand in pw file but didnt. Then in the evening 2/3 of the class went to watch a magic show coz we were all told to watch at least one art show a year. It was a magic show but with a story too. Met up with my class mates at Bugis first to have dinner then took a bus from Lavender to get to Kallang theatre. The show ended at 1030 and i reached home only at 12.
My classmates initially wanted to play pool but since the show ended so late and coz there would be no other public transport besides taxis to take us home after 12 wveryone decided against it.
Saturday: Mother Tongue day!!! haha but i only reached school at 1030 and that was because i wanted to go to an ltc briefing if not i wouldnt be in skool anyway. In the end i din go to the briefing and i watched the mother tongue talentime instead.Well at least they are better than William Hung hahahhaha!!! then in the afternoon i had to go for a first aid course which was boring that i nodded off a few times.
Sunday: went back to jb to go to a studio to take photos coz my sister and my aunt have just graduated n got their degrees. i wonder when my turn will come...
Monday: had my physics spa which in my opinion was easier than other practicals that i have done. Had mass pe in the afternoon then played soccer and yesss i scored 2 goals!!!! Intended to finish off all my pw annotations tht nite but coz so tired i fell asleep on the table then i slumped to the floor.
Tuesday: Juz now i woke up at 4 to continue the annotations and still haven finish. Ahhhh donno wat to already....
thtss all
Thursday, July 22, 2004, 5:45 am
alright alright ! i am updating...
geez cant u understand how busy i am ?!
haha ok ok
yes the racial harmony trail that was conducted last saturday is over and was a success!!!
ok for those who dont know,
i and some of my other college mates were picked at random to be student leaders
and were told to take part in this event.
during the event itself i and my partner (Hui Ling) became portmasters
where these groups of kids from pri 4 n sec 2
had to follow a trail in the botanical gardens and make their way to the differnt ports.
And hence we were in charge of one port. i had to handle the pri 4 pupils only and boy were they so small haha (i should stop being mean) (ok ok they were innocent n cute n nice too)
luckily they were a bunch of enthusiastic lot...
besides doing the activity at my port, i made them cheer
and also sing ( some sang their school song) lol
man it was so funny
and damn we almost made it in the news!! haha
but the stupid cameraman was only focused on the kids instead of the portmasters
but anyway it was a whole new exhilarating experience
despite the many trainings we had to attend i manage to clock in 20 hours of cip in all
haha!
hmmm wats next?
i will be going to LTC (leadership training camp) next month
i was nominated coz i am in the odac ex-co (aqm)
darn this term is so packed with activities!!!
how am i to concentrate on my studies!!!
ok thts all
Friday, July 16, 2004, 8:17 pm
He spends his nights in California,
To live the life that's in his dreams,
Then he lies awake and he wonders,
Why can’t that be me
Cause in his life he is filled
With all these good intentions
He’s left a lot of things
He’d rather not mention right now
But just before he says goodnight,
He looks up with a little smile at me,
And he says,
If I could be like that,
I would give anything
Just to live one day,
in those shoes
If I could be like that,
what would I do,
What would I do
...
>>>>Be Like That -3 Doors Down
one of my favourite songs on my playlist
yeah wat if i could be like that???
i am not talking about being somebody else
but instead try to change my attitude and be a better person
its never easy ( easier said than done)
but i gotta change
looking at the situation i am in ,
i should really stop being a lazy bum!!!!!
someone should give me a tight slap and tell me to wake up!!!!!
do it!!!
Thursday, July 08, 2004, 8:39 pm
its a sucky sucky day
in a looney looney place
i've got nothing much to say
so u can slap me in the face hey!
wat a stupid song i made up hahahah
i m going cuckoo
ok today still i din get back any test papers
wat a relief
the day was boring as usual
except when it was time for gp lesson
we didnt have any gp lesson actually today
instead the class went to catch a film
that my gp tutor recommended
some of my classmates persuaded mr samuel to let us off
so we could catch the film instead of having lessons
and he agreed! aint that great!!!
haha hes probably the best tutor man.
which other tutor would actually let his students off
and sacrifice 3 periods of lessons.
haha
when i told pple from other classes about this ,
they couldnt believe it and were green with envy.
ok ok the film that we watched was Super Size Me.
its actually a documentary.
its about a guy who is trying to prove tht McDonalds is evil
coz they cause obesity and wat he did was he ate McDonalds' food
for 30 days for breakfast lunch and dinner. And if the cashier
ask if he wants to super size his meal, he will say yes.
in the end he gained more than 20 pounds and his liver got really sick from eating all tht junkies. cool movie
thats all dude
Tuesday, July 06, 2004, 3:15 pm
ok ok stop complaining haha
i updating...
exams have ended
the hols have ended
hell and misery will start when the new term commences
hahahhahahah
i dread the day when i will get back my results
hahaha coz its gonna be the worse exam results i gonna get
in my entire education
hope it aint gonna be tht bad
fear...
anxiety...
is creeping up my torso and binding me like vines...
will i find my way out...
Thursday, July 01, 2004, 1:56 pm
hate exams
i do
it either leave u in a feeling of high
or just the feeling of wanna die
true?
yeah coz its either up u go or down below
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ok ok
first i would wanna thank everyone that wished me luck for the exam
haha but still i think i need a miracle now
i am only left with econs mcq paper on saturday morning and for now i am just slacking at home
cant believe i woke up at 1230pm today haha
maybe coz i slept at 3am
i missed the euro match coz i fell asleep on the couch
when i woke up it was almost full time... (2nd time this thing happened)
then i went back to sleep
woke up at 645 for morning prayers then went back to sleep
the next thing i knew it was already 1230.
haha now i know why some people can sleep up till 3 pm.
ok i don have the mood to go out already
i'll juz slack again at home
thts all
good luck to all my fellow slackers on your midyear results haha
we all really need a miracle now
